Hateful Loving

He Tian and Mo pt.1

authors note: uhmmm hi guys! tried writing something again :) i'm trying to get better and i'm trying to pump out some more stuff!! hopefully this is OK to ur likings!!! tysm!

*****Events that happened in the recent chapter of 19 days! ****

he tians POV

all i saw was blood.
blood all over my little Mo.

his neck covered in blistering scarlet red burns, his face a bloody mess, and his eyes burning red with soft tears sliding down.

all i wanted to do was hold him in that moment. my darling Mo GuanShan, who did this to you?

" What.... What happened?"
i whispered, my throat tightening.

Mo stared for a moment

" What... why..w-why are you here?" he choked out, gripping his hair.

he turned his back to me, lurching forward in reminiscence of what happened.

then fell forward coughing, gripping his burnt throat.

i ran.

i caught him by the waist and pulled his cold yet burning hot body towards mine.
he choked and coughed trying to say something.

" i don't know what's wrong... with this life. it seems like such an easy thing to others..."
he whispered

i held onto him tighter

" why is it so difficult for me? i just want to... disconnect from everything. to restart." he coughed and shoved me away

" it's my own problem... sorry.. i can solve it." He cried

i didn't know what to say, what to do... i just want him to stop hurting so badly.

" would you.... would you even believe me?"

his voiced echoed as he spoke those words. To hell with that Mo. Of course i'd believe you.

i stared at him.
tears falling down my face as i struggled to find my voice.

all i could do was show him how i felt.

i gently touched his bloody cheek, cupping all his pain in one hand.

and then i kissed him.

( he tian thinking )
shit. that's not what i wanted to do. shit. shit.
i don't know what to say.

i pulled away, regret glistening in my face.

Mo looked at me, his eyes softer and more teary.

" He tian."

" yes? "
i stood still.

" please..." a cough, "please help me."
he sobbed, falling into my arms.

i furrowed my brows and felt more tears threatening to spill.
" i'm here. i'm here Mo."

~ THE END~

authors note:
okay so sorry guys! this was another random write :,))) HOPEFULLY ITS OKAY?!? i'm not the best writer obviously but i wanted to show how painful this recent 19 days chapter was to me.
anyway let me know what else to write! sorry ❤️