We walk over to the drink table and grab some drinks, we sit down on the couches with our friends as more people join the party, "Wow Blaise, good party" I say, "Thank you very much, I try" he laughs, "Who even are these people?" I ask, "Just a bunch of people from different houses" he replies, "Excuse me" Mattheo says getting up, he walks over to Astoria and I watch him the entire way there. "What's that about?" Pansy asks me, "I'm not sure, I've been trying to figure it out" I reply.

Mattheo's pov:

"You need to leave Astoria, no one wants you here, I already told you I have a girlfriend" I snap, "So what? I want you, you deserve better than her, someone like me" she says, "You're trying too hard, you're so desperate" I snap, "Now if you'll excuse me, I'm going to hang out with my girlfriend now" I say walking back over to the couch. "What was that?" Y/n asks, "I told her not to come here, I don't know why she showed up" I say.

Y/n's pov:

Maybe it's not as big of a deal as I thought, "Oh" I say not knowing what else to say, I lean back on Mattheo. We continue talking to our friends then Astoria walks over and sits down, "Uh excuse you" Pansy says as she sits beside me, "Hi, I'm Astoria, nice to meet you all" she says, "Ok?" Draco says, "You're all of Matty's friends right?" "Pardon?" I say, did she really just call him Matty, everyone laughs, "Yes we are Matty's friends" Blaise laughs.

"You all seem like very nice people" she says then gives me a side eyed disgusted look, "Hey Astoria I just wanted to say" I lean closer to her, "You have something in your teeth" I smile pointing to her mouth, she turns red and covers her mouth, "Uh, um, excuse me for a second" she quickly gets up and walks away. Once she finally leaves, we look at each other and start laughing, "Y/n that was hilarious, did she actually have something in her teeth?" Draco says, "No, I just wanted her to leave my Matty alone" I say and they laugh again.

"I'm going to go to the washroom" I say getting up, "Pans?" I say asking if she wants to come with me, she gets up and we walk to the bathroom. We get to the bathroom and I sit on the counter, "It's way quieter in here" I say, "What was that about? She wants your man" Pansy says, "Yea well she can't have him" I grin, "She was trying way too hard" Pansy laughs, the stall door fly's open and Astoria goes running out of the washroom. Pansy and I go wide eyed, then as soon as she leaves the washroom we burst out laughing.

"Embarrassing" Pansy says, "Yea for her" I say and we both laugh. We both continue drinking and talking in the bathroom for a while, where it's quiet then we head back into the party. We go back to the couches to see only Draco and Blaise, "Where's Mattheo?" I ask the boys, "I don't know, he left with Astoria" Draco says, "What?" I say, "And you let him go!?" Pansy smacks both of them. I walk out of the party, looking in empty hall ways. I hear obnoxious laughing coming from an empty hall, I look around the corner to see Mattheo holding onto Astoria's waist.

I stare, not making a noise so the don't hear me, "You're so cute" she says to him, then he kisses her, kisses her. Mattheo just kissed her, why would he do that, I can't believe he would do that to me. I thought he liked me, he said that he didn't like her, why did I trust him. I walk back to the party, tears falling down my cheeks. I walk past my friends in the party, "Y/n are you ok?" Pansy asks, but I keep walking past her. I walk up to Cedric and his friends, "Hey guys" I smile wiping the tears from my eyes.

"Oh hey Y/n, nice to see you" Cedric says, "Do you mind if I hang out with you guys?" I ask, "Not at all darling" one of his friends says, we laugh and talk for a while but all I'm thinking about is Mattheo, "Hey Y/n, you ok?" Cedric asks, "Yea, of course" "Good, do you want to try?" he asks, holding out some pills, "Why?" I ask, "I don't know, helps you relax, helps you have some fun" he smiles, I guess if Cedric can take them so can I.

I grab one of the pills and put it in my mouth, I take a sip of my drink and swallow it. "It'll kick in, in around 20 minutes" he says, "Alright sounds good" I say, we continue talking, laughing and hanging out. I start to feel dizzy, I stumble backwards, "Woah, you ok?" he asks, "Uh yea, all good" I say getting my balance back, "Do you want to come upstairs with me?" I ask Cedric, "Sure" he says, then says goodbye to his friends.

I grab his hand and we walk to the stairs, I turn around to see Pansy, Blaise and Draco staring at me. I smile and continue upstairs, we go into my room and he sits on my bed.

Pansy's pov:

Y/n walks upstairs holding Cedrics hand, shit, what did Mattheo do? "Fuck, I wonder what happened" Draco says, "You idiots let him go with that slut Astoria" I spit, "It's not our fault, we didn't think he'd do anything with her" Blaise says, "Whatever" I sit down.

Y/n's pov: 

I lock the door and walk over to him, "We're you having fun? Sorry to take you away from the party" I say, "Oh no, it's all good, I enjoy hanging out with you" he says, I sit down next to him, "I like hanging out with you" I say holding his hand, I lift up his hand and put it on my leg.

He looks down at his hand and then back up at me, suddenly he plants his lips on mine, sliding his hand up my dress. I put my hands on his face and I lay on my back, he climbs on top of me. We continue kissing passionately, he slides my dress up above my underwear. I undo his pants as we kiss, he pulls down my underwear and his pants. He lifts up, "Are you sure?" he asks, I pause, should I be doing this so soon, "Yes" I say and he slides his dick inside of me.

He thrusts in and out of me, I moan, not as loud as when Mattheo fucks me. God why am I thinking about him, Cedric pounds into me leaning down and kissing my neck, tears fall out of my eyes. Why did I do this to myself, this was a terrible decision, I hold onto Cedric so he can't see my crying. I wipe my tears from my eyes, I need to do this, I need to get over a Mattheo now. I push Cedric over and get on top of him, I start riding him.

My hands on his chest holding me up, I move my hips back and forth. He grabs another pill, "Do you want this?" he asks, showing me the pill, I open my mouth and he puts in my mouth. I dry swallow the pill and continue riding him, "I need to come" I say, "Same here" he says. I go back and forth a couple more times and we both come, I roll over and lay beside him. He gets up, "Wanna stay here tonight?" I ask, "Sure" he says, I take off my dress and grab a shirt.

"Thanks for tonight" I smile, "Anytime" he says, we get under the covers and both fall asleep.

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