days with sleepless nights
some its just out of habit
others its simply the taste of lust
drugs getting high enough to float away
drinking enough to just forget
for me
of course like most
endless thoughts
some completely irrelevant
others are what haunt me
even if im blessed with sleep
alot of the times though
its the 'what ifs' for what my life couldve been
sometimes its also memories
ones ive never told a soul
ones i long for again
ones that are regrettable wishing i could erase them
those are my sleepless nights
laying down
tears leak every now and then
maybe every now and then a smile
mostly just exhaustion at its finest
no matter how many pills are taken
meditation and praying practiced
needles stuck in my head
cant prevent those twilight hours from coming
xxx
Who doesn't love it when it's 3 am and you're unable to sleep with all those thoughts running on 100% crack ;)
They'll be more to come
~Fall
KAMU SEDANG MEMBACA
Sleepless Nights
PuisiJust another collection of poems from a night owl with a brain that runs while. I'm sure there are those in the audience that can relate. Enjoy ;)
