Felix falls onto the fluffy bed, as soon as he arrived at the hotel. He's going to stay there for a while until he got selected. He looks at the ceiling and smiles.
Felix:" what if, I see Chris tomorrow? I wonder how he looks now! I only saw a few of his pictures which he send to his mom three years ago. I hope he remembers me, right? I mean I was- no I am still his best friend.", His smile faded when he reminds himself that they didn't talk for like 6 years.
Felix:" it's ok! Of course, he remembers me... Just don't think too much! Get some rest, tomorrow is the audition.", he closed his eyes to get some sleep. Because tomorrow is the biggest day of his life, and maybe he meets someone for whom Feix is doing everything.
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FLASHBACK
Chris:" Lix? why are you hiding here? I was looking for you everywhere.", he climbs on the slide house in the park.
Chris:" lix? you crying?"
He found Felix hiding. it's almost evening. Chris waits for Felix in school so, they can go back home together, After waiting for several minutes Chan asked his classmates about him, but he found out that Felix has already left after the second class.
Felix:" Chris!!", he looks up at Chris with his teary eyes. Chris gets a hint that his little best friend gets bullied by those shitty white kids again.
Chris: "those white rascals again?", Felix just nods and wipes his tears.
Chris: " hy lix! wanted to do something crazy?", he gives his hand out for Felix to hold on.
Felix:" What?", he wipes his nose with his sleeve.
Chris:" let's buy some eggs and toilet paper! Felix gets it what they are going to do. He smiles from cheek to cheek and held Chris's hand.
END OF FLASHBACK
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Felix looks at the JYP building, It was sunny and everyone was waiting for their turn. Thousands of candidates were waiting for their turn. He takes his seat and looks at everyone else in the big hall. Some of them were singing, some of them were stretching, tuning their instruments, doing makeup and some of them were on call, maybe talking to their loved ones for support. Felix gets nervous, he feels lonely...and insecure.
will, I be able to pass this? I mean look around yourself Felix.... they all seem so confident and maybe they all deserved to be an idol better than me. I can't even speak Korean------
He takes a deep breath and closed his eyes, and thinks about those words which Chris always tells him.
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FLASHBACK
Felix:" CHRISSSSSSSS, I can't do this!!! Nope----- there's a lot of people out there.", he looks outside from the stage curtain.
Chris:" don't be a pussy lix!", Felix was waiting for his turn and Chris was in another play after Felix's play...
Felix:" hey shut the fuck up! I am no pussy...", he pouts.
Chris: "hahaha Felix is a pussy cat!!", he made more fun of him.
Felix:" Chris, you are literally not helping me!", he nervously looks outside the audience where his and Chris's family were holding cameras.
Chris:" hey! chill Felix, It's not like you are dying... Just think you are alone in your room and there's no one else, or maybe it's just you and me alone? Do what you want to do! I know you can do it! and how about I will buy you pop sickles, as many you want after this?.", He raised his hand for Felix to give a high five.
Felix:" don't forget your promise ok?"
END OF FLASHBACK!!
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*RING RING*
Felix's mom:" hello Felix? how did the audition go?"
Felix:" mom! ", he said with a serious voice.
Felix's mom:" oh! it's ok Felix... don't worry... you can try next time maybe----"
Felix:" MOM I PASSED!! I PASSED, THEY SAID MY DANCE MOVES ARE GOOD!!! I PASSED THE AUDITION... NOW I CAN BE WITH CHRIS HYUNG".
He screamed in the middle of street, everyone looks at him and whispered some stuff in Korean of course, which he couldn't understand.. but he doesn't care. The only thing he cared about is that he is one step closer to his best friend.
After talking with his mom, and telling her that he would be soon in the JYP hostel and continue learning dance and singing along with his last year of high school, he straight went to grocery shop and buy a lot of pop stickles.
Felix:" ok! Time to write my diary.", He was back in his hotel room when he opened his bag. It's become a habit of Felix... Whenever something important happened to him, he writes in his diary, whenever he's sad he writes his feelings in that diary because someone told him to do that.
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FLASHBACK
Chris was in Felix's room, helping with his homework, only few months left for Chris to fly Korea. Felix started to feel sad and became more clingy to his best friend. Whenever he had free time he just sits with Chris and asks him when will he come back.
Chris:" Lix! This is not how you make an equation.", This was the seventh time Chris told him how to make a quadratic equation.
Felix:" I can't focus Chris!! I am sad.", He leans back on his chair and pouts.
Chris:" oh! Wait I have a gift for you.", He grabs his backpack.
Felix:" what? Gift? What kind of?", His eyes suddenly become shiny.
Chris:" here! A diary.", Felix expression change again and becomes dull.
Felix:" why are you giving me a diary, I am not a girl... And why this is in pink?"
Chris:" excuse me! That was the only diary that lies in my budget.", He softly hits Felix's head.
Felix:" but I don't write a diary."
Chan:" yes I know, but how about you write your important events in it.. which I was missing when I am not here? So when I will get back and reads it?", Felix likes the idea...
Felix:" you know my handwriting is not good.", He slowly reaches his hand to the diray and slips it in his bag.
Chan:" hahah I know, but I can read it. Just don't forget to write ok? I know how lazy your ass is."
END OF FLASHBACK
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VOCÊ ESTÁ LENDO
Missing Link |Chanlix Soulmates|
FanficTo get back his best friend Felix follows Chan's footsteps and put his efforts to become an Idol. Does this effort will give back his best friend who didn't talk to him for 6 years? Or that best friend Felix is waiting for is still the same? How the...
