These are my diary entries and random topics that I overthink about.
trigger warning
this book is mainly about suicide so if your triggered by it please I BEG YOU DO NOT READ.
I take no responsibly for anyone's death. SO PLEASE ONCE AGAIN DO NOT...
So I'm admitted to the hospital. For attempted suicide. Crazy right?
No not really. I thought I'd be home by now but no I'm still here. Why did I do it? I don't know? Why does anyone commit suicide? Or even think to even end their lives. Maybe I'm depressed, maybe I'm just plain old crazy.
Or maybe just maybe I'm just a crazy, depressed, bisexual fourteen year old girl.
I don't have my diary so typing in my phone will have to do to maintain my sanity in this crazy people
The psychiatrist says that I should think about something I like about my self and write it or repeat it in the mirror so today I'm going to start I like that I can control my anxiety attacks.
It's not really big but I'm still happy that I can be able to do it. Another thing that I like is that I convince myself that everything is okay when it's not. So yeah those are 2 things I'm really proud of myself for finding not one but 2 things about myself that I like. That's all for today until next time
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Xoxo Shari ______________________________________
I know this isn't my best chapter but sometimes you don't have to do you best. My advice to you is that save your best for something important. Because giving your best for everything is tiring. How do you know if it's important enough for you to do your best? The truth is you won't but when the time comes you will know to do you best so at the end of the day you can say " I did my best"
