Modern Vampire

(9) Night Time Visit

Marcus sits next to Olivia, she grabs his hand and they sit smiling at each other for a few seconds. Love, that's what I'm witnessing. The beautiful vicious creature, love. I sit back into Ryan's chest, to distract myself from the loved up couple I listen to his heart beat. It's steady as his arms wrap around me completely holding me against him.

The thought of Nicholas creeps into mind, he will upstairs the whole time. I wonder what Ryan would make of him, perhaps it just isn't worth the drama.

Together Marcus and Olivia stand up, Marcus speaks "We'd better get going leave you two for some alone time, what time do you want picked up Ryan?"

Ryan looks at me as if I was asked the question, I grin answering for him "Tomorrow morning," Ryan is now grinning too, earning a proud look from Marcus, whilst Olivia gleams at me with excitement.

I lead them out, I exchange a quick hug with Marcus, and a squished one off Olivia who carefully whispered 'Good luck' in my ear.

Returning into the living room Ryan is no longer sitting on the sofa, I hear him wondering around the kitchen. That boy is either hungry or horny, there is no in between. He looks up from the fridge with one of my sports bottles in my hand.

"What's this?" He questions.

"A protein, vitamin drink, it's medicated," I lie hoping he doesn't attempt to drink it.

"How come? Are you alright?" He asks concerned as he puts the bottle back.

"I am now, I wasn't. I was terribly unwell hence why I absent for a week or so," my lies are building up on top of one another.

"Why didn't you tell me that's why you missed my birthday, I've been meaning to ask you about that. You can make it up to me later," He leans against the fridge staring at me.

"Tonight?" I ask suddenly feeling weak at the knees.

Ryan slowly walks towards me "I've had enough of talking," He murmurs standing very close to me. The space between us becomes smaller and his lips clamp against mine. I barely notice when his hands find their way to my thighs picking me up, I wrap my legs around his waist as our breathing hitches and our kisses dampen.

He carries me for what seems to be a longer distance than the sofa, not once our lips break free from one another, he lowers me onto softness. He pulls away as he straddles me, looking down on me I notice he has taken us to my bedroom. If my heart could pound it would rapidly with nerves.

I smile up at him, his hair is messy. His hands trace down my neck, he looks as though he has something on his tongue, but won't say what's on his mind. I move my hands from his waist to remove his hands from my body, he watches me as I hold them.

"I'm sorry for today," He voice is hoarse.

"It seems we both are having a bad day,"  I try to make him feel better.

"No I mean I have had so much going on in my head, and I haven't even bothered to let you in on it," His body suddenly feels slightly heavy on top of me.

"It's okay I can't make you tell me anything," I smile sitting up slightly.

"How do I expect you to open up to me when I don't open up to you," he sighs heavily.

"Baby steps," I mutter not wanting to make eye contact, he's expecting me to tell him everything, I know he is.

"I've been taken riods," He said abruptly, my jaw drops slightly, he hangs his head looking ashamed. I am speechless, there's me thinking he had gone off me. Instead he had been pumping himself with drugs.

"Are you going to say anything? It's your turn I told you something,"

"I eh, well. I am... I want you to know, I didn't choose but it just sort of happened," I manage to say

He looks at me worried, really worried.

"What is it?" He cups my face in the palms of his hands, our noses are touching and I see his handsome green eyes search mine for answers.

"I am, I am v- I'm very in love with you," The words flow out of my mouth before I catch them.

He laughs loudly "You're the worst when you're nervous,"

I find myself grinning at him, what did I just do? Before I can apologies he kisses me again. Still feeling on edge I kiss back limply. He is on steroids and I told him I was in love with him, well that's not awkward at all.

We pull a part together, and for a minute we just look into each others eyes. He rolls off me so he's lying beside me on my bed.

 "I'm glad I told you, there is other stuff too but the roids have been messing with my temper and I have been feeling terrible and ugh I just," He groans, I turn on my side to face him.

I put  my arms around him, he cuddles into neck "It's okay Ryan, we can get through this together,"

He cuddles me, I feel guilty for not telling him my real secret. I suppose I should tell him soon.

"So what do you want to do tonight?" I whisper, he lifts his head smiling.

"Not what you think I want," He laughs.

"I was thinking takeout, movie and whatever else," I reply smoothly.

"Maybe you do know what I want," He kisses me sweetly.

"I'm sorry for before,"

"Don't apologies, personally I think I might feel the same..." if I was human I would be blushing furiously.

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