My little George

My little space

George POV
Today marks the 1 year anniversary of us living together. 1 year ago today Dream invited the whole SMP over to celebrate us and how far we have all come. And then we talked and we all moved in together. And now we are here, and it has been amazing. I couldn't ask for better roommates. Although I will admit it is quite annoying when I'm sleeping and all I here is Tommy yelling at Ranboo and Tubbo just laughing his ass off. But that's okay, I love it. The only bad thing about being here is none of them know I'm a little. And I don't have a caregiver so when I'm in my little space I have to lock my self in my room and pull out my secret bin of toys and silently play with them. It sucks. I wanna be able to go outside of my room and not have my friends look at me weirdly. I wanna be able to have a caregiver and go shopping for new toys and do everything other littles can do with their caregivers... but I cant, I cant even tell them I'm too scared. I got interrupted by a knock on my door
"Come in"
"Hey George! I was wondering if you wanted to go to Disney world with all of us. Sapnap insisted that we take Niki there because she missed it when we all went. So we are all going again. Wanna come?" Dream said. God his voice, his eyes, his hair everything about him is just perfect. I wish he felt the same. I wish he would love me no matter what so I could tell him my secret and we would love me and be my caregiver. But I cant, it's to embarrassing.
"Sure I would love to!" I say smiling
"Okay grab what you need and meet us downstairs" he said as he walked out. I grab my bag and put some small toys in it in case I slip into little space. I finish packing and head down stairs
"You ready?" Sapnap said
"Yea just let me get something to drink first" I walk into the kitchen and look around making sure no ones in here. I pull out my baby bottle and fill it with juice. Just in case.

Dreams POV
I could here George in the kitchen from my room. I guess that meant he was almost ready. I walked out of my room and saw George in the kitchen. He was pouring juice into- a baby bottle? Okay? I'll just leave him alone.. I walk to the front and stand by everyone else. Soon George walks in and we all leave, we had to take 4 cars. George,sapnap,Tommy, Ranboo, Tubbo, and me are in the same car. Tommy, Ranboo and Tubbo were all talking and me and sapnap were talking. I look back and see George is sleeping with his head against the window,cute. We pull up and get a parking spot. Ranboo, Tubbo, and Tommy rush out of the car and run to the others. I got out and opened George's door. He was still sleeping.
"George" I say, no reply
"Just slap him" sapnap said
"No sapnap I'm not going to slap him"
"Simp" I immediately rolled my eyes.
"George we are here you need to wake up" I say as I slightly shook his shoulders
"Mhm" good he's waking up
"George we are here"
"Oh uh okay sorry" he said
"Come on let's go"

George's POV

We have been here for 2 hours and I love it here. I have been fighting my little space since dream woke me up. I would love to be here when I'm in little space but I would need a caregiver to watch me. Thinking about this is making it so hard to fight. What if I just break away from my group for a little bit, yea I'll do that.
"Um guys imma go to the bathroom"
"Okay" they say I go to the car and pull out my toys and my bottle, fully in little space.

No ones POV
George is now completely in little space, playing with some legos and some stuffies. And occasionally drinking from his sippy cup. What he doesn't realize is that he has been away from his group for half an hour already.

Tommy's POV
"Uh guys.."
"Yea?" Dream said
"George has been gone for a while" I instantly saw dreams face drop. George is his bestfriend it's reasonable for him to be so worried.
"Shit your right. I'll go check the bathrooms" he says running off
*10 minutes later*
"GUYS HES NOT THERE! SPLIT UP AND LOOK FOR HIM!" Dream yelled. He's terrified everyone else starts panicking
"Call or text the group if you find him!" Philz's yells
"I'll check the car!" I start running to the car where would he be and why would he leave with out telling us. I get to the car and see him sitting in it I run up to it and open the door
"George!" I'm so glad he's okay wait- "why do you have stuffed animals and a sippy cup?" I'm so confused what is happening?
"No no no no please go away! Leave me alone! Please just go!" He started balling his eyes out
Hey George George it's okay why are you crying? I'm just confused and we were all worried about you"
"PLEASE JUST GO!"
"Okay okay I'll leave." I shut the door and immediately call the person I know can calm him down
"Dream, I found him"
"WHERE?!"
"The car, but he's crying and yelled at me to leave I think he's having some kind of panic attack of something just get here fast"
"Okay I'm coming!"
*2 minutes later*
"Tommy!"
"Dream! He's in the car I didn't do anything I swear I just found him and he started crying at yelling at me"
Dreams POV
I open the car door
"Hey George" he's decrying and he has stuffed animals and- the bottle from this morning?
"Please just go"
"No george, I'm not leaving until you tell me what's up"
"PLEASE DREAM JUST GO! ILL COME BACK WHEN IM RE- I'll come back when I'm ready. I'm sorry for yelling I just, I need to be alone. Please." I have seen this before with- oh my god
"Tommy can you go find the group and just tell them he's okay I'll stay here with him"
"Yea sure"
"George... are you um in little space?" I saw his face drop. Omg... he was embarrassed to tell me, or anyone. He has been dealing with this all by himself. I immediately pulled him into a hug and he started to cry
"It was scary when Tommy found me. I didn't want anyone to know a-and hate me" my heart shattered at the sentence. I pulled away and looked him in the eye
"George no one will EVER hate you for being you. I promise. And George, you have to tell someone when you leave okay. We were all worried about you." His face relaxed and he started fidgeting with his stuffie
"I'm sorry. I just didn't want you guys to know"
"It's okay george. Now how about you play for ten more minutes then we go back to the group?"
"OKAY!! Can we get ice cream too?!" My heart melted
"Yes we can get ice cream"
"YAY!!!" He pick of his stuffed bear and handed it to me "that's Barry"
"Well hello Barry, who's that?" I say pointing to the bunny
"That's Claire" he covers the bunny's ears "She's really shy and doesn't like talking to other people" he giggled
"Well tell her I said hi"
"Okay! She said we should get ice cream now!"
"Smart bunny she is. Come on let's go" I open the car door and hold out my hand for him to take. He looked confused but took it. I wonder if he has ever had a caregiver. I'll ask when he's not in little space. We walk hand in hand to the ice cream shop.
"What do you want?"
......
"George?" He signaled for me to get close and so I did
"Oreo please" he whispered in my ear
"Okay. 1 small oreo cone please" I tell the cashier
"Okay I'll have that out soon"
"Thanks!" I felt George jump in excitement
"Thanks Dream!" He said hugging my arm
"Of course George" I grab the cone and hand it to him. "Be careful with it"
"Yes sir" he giggled. I grabbed his hand again and started walking to the group. When they got in view George stopped
"What's wrong George?"
"I- I'm not ready for them to know Dreamy. Please don't tell them. I can force myself out of little space if I have to I just don't want them to know" he said tears filling his eyes
"No Georgie, you can stay in little space your fine. We won't tell them but little space is your safe place you can stay there all you want. I'll just tell them you don't wanna talk about it yet okay?"
"Thank you dream I- thank you." I nod as we walk into the group. Everyone hugged George
"What happened are you okay?" Wilbur asked George looked at me
"He doesn't really wanna talk about it yet."
"Okay well do you guys wanna go home?" Tubbo asked. I looked at George and he nodded
"Sure" I stayed behind the group so I could hold George's hand to make him feel safe. If he has a caregiver right now they are doing a awful job.
We walk to the car hand in hand, George is now hugging my arm. I could tell he is getting tired. I talked to sapnap and he agreed to drive so know I can sit in the back by George. We get to the car and I open the door for George he got in them I got in after him.
*10 minutes later*
George's head is on my shoulder and he is sound asleep as we pull up to the house. Everyone gets out and I pick George up bridle style and brought him upstairs and laid him in his bed. Before I could leave he grabbed my arm
"Stay please. I wanna have someone to wake up to" my heart melted as I gave in and got into the bed and felt his arm drift over my body. I couldn't be happier. As soon as I knew I drifted of to sleep

First story!!! Again please don't sexualize George being a little!!