𝐠𝐡𝐨𝐬𝐭, 𝐜.𝐬𝐩𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐞𝐫

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he doesn't want to fight it but what if its not genuine? he can't bring himself to believe he deserves this love from you. he pulls back and he leaves you with furrowed brows and your arms slowly falling to your sides, "wha, why" he takes a gulp and his face just seems sour, "if, if that may not be how you truly feel and its just a leap for the moment, tell me, i'll go home" you feel a pout form across your face because it hurts that he would say something so low.

"of course its real, i love you, really" you stretch your hand and your finger pad grazes the skin that shows of the back his hand, "really" you assure again in a whisper, its shaky but in a nervous way, you're reaching to pull him in and he's scared.

he's scared, he's receiving a love he doesn't deserve.

he wants to lean forward and embrace your touch but you deserve more than to settle for him.

"no, you shouldn't do this, whatever this is, us. you shouldn't" and you scoffed because this entire time it was all about him earning you, him pining for you. you were finally accepting him and now, now he wants to push you away.

"i love you, i've loved you, i dont love anyone else the way i do you, i don't think i'll love another person either. what do you want from me?" he shakes his head and he feels hazy because he's spent the whole morning crying, faking being okay and tending to the dog. you reach your left hand up and it cups his cheek, pressing away the small droplets that come slowly.

"please" you whisper and your right hand fingers completely wrap around his wrist, "i forgive you" you whisper and the tears that fell from your eyes are drying up against your hot skin. the tears currently falling from connies eyes are starting to come out a lot faster even though he's staring right into you with low eyes and a dark red nose. his cheeks are thick but they aren't perked up because he's looking solemnly, his brows are crinkled while his hazel gaze wanders the ventures of your eyes.

his bottom lip is shaking and hes nibbling the skin of it from inside, hes full of fears but you keep stepping closer and closer to him, somehow you come close to his chest, and connies no giant but he feels hes towering over you. no, over both of you. he feels like he's out of his body and watching himself wrap his heavy, strong and muscled around your body.

he kisses to your temple, "i love you" he whispers and one of his hands sneaks under the fabric warming your back, he just rubs your back but you want to be closer, you just want him to be one with you. apart of you.

"i love you" you speak back and your hands rub his chest over the soft grey blocking skin to skin contact. he wants to feel you, he wants to love you. he just, he just wants. anything with you, he wants it. your rubbing his pecks, connie isn't a big buff guy, but he's strong. strong enough to handle you, physically and you just happen to be strong enough to handle him, emotionally.

you lean up and his eyes are eating into yours, and your pussy bumps with butterflies. his smooth jaw line is looking firm but it isn't so intimidating with the dried tear lines or just the view of his soft beige-nearly a light light gingerbread colored skin.

his sclera are white and his hazel-brown dominated eyes are soft watching you. they won't let you go and your eyes take every bit of him in when you pull his bottom lip into your mouth.

his lips are always moisturized but in a warm way, yet his bottom lip feels so cold when your bottom and top lip take it in the space between. your tongue licks it softly and connies watching you with awe, the way neither of you wanna close your eyes. you want him to watch you as much as he wants to watch you. your claws wrap around both of his biceps and your eyelids slowly melt together when you devour his soft dipped bottom lip.

the fluff and soft meat feels good in your mouth and the sensation tingles connie, making the veins in his dick start to present themselves. he lets a small moan out before pressing his top lip against your medusa piercing. when he kisses back your arm rest around his shoulder and your palm presses the back of his head into you more and you stumble back inside and he shuts the door behind him without a single look back.

your nail slips under the soft black beanie and you slide your whole hand up under it and take it completely off, your hands feel the warm of his head and its his natural grey-ish, light extra milk milky-chocolate milk- brown. his tongue slips in, your tongues wrap around each other and his hand up your back is starting to lift the red thermal long sleeve you're wearing.

you moan softly into the kiss and your bodies are extra tight as you kiss and walk backwards up the stairs. its a task but you manage and connies kissing all on your neck, "i missed you, handsome" she whispers and its breathy as they're down the hall and her back's facing her door while connies lanky soft and taken care of hand wraps around her gold door knob.

"i missed that" he whispers and kisses her cheek so roughly that her head turns a little and she loves it, he unlocks the door and his wet lips trail against the side of her head as he closes it behind him with the flick of his hand.

their moans mix while their tongues investigate the others mouth, its so wet that she can feel the difference of it and the thick of her lip gloss, he can feel the saliva pressing at the corner of his lips as he lays her back on her bed, "i forgive you" she says as she looks up at him hovering above her with his arms at either side of her head. his silver chain dangles and it brushes her chin along with the white gold diamond cross pendant, "i need you y/n" his eyes move side to side as they examine hers.

"im here, im yours" she whimpers to him, he leans down parting her lips between his and they kiss softly, her fingers grip the end of his black sweatshirt and he moves back to slip it off and her fingers run up and down his abs, all eight pecks counted for and she loves the firm feelings of his body against her soft finger pads. she sits up and he moves back to stand while her hands reach around from his abs to his strong back and she kisses her lips to the squares, he shivers as her tongue licks it, its a short lick followed by more short licks before her lips press and enclose a circle of skin and suck, her hands pressing in his back pushing him into her, "mm ouu magicc" he whines and it encourages her as she moves across to the mirroring peck and licks up and down the line in the middle, "i love you baby" she whimpers and he's so hot he thinks he's gonna cum at her touch, his hand reaches out and hes grabbing her boob, squeezing it in his fingers as she lets out a cry at the firm pressure, his hand is tight as he starts moving his palm in a circular motion that rise up and down.

"waa waittt" she leans forward and hes busy pulling her top off and her tits just fall onto display because she's braless, he looks down to her and the way her eyes are loving to him, shes back marking his body, taking the firm meat of his abdomen into his mouth, the feeling is good, her tongue rubbing and twisting against it. his fingers pulling at her nipples and his palms rubbing the hot meat of her tits.

shes quick with pulling his sweats down and her fingers hook into the rim of his black ck boxers,