𝐠𝐡𝐨𝐬𝐭, 𝐜.𝐬𝐩𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐞𝐫

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𝗁𝖾𝗒 𝗆𝖺𝗀𝗂𝖼, 𝗒𝗈𝗎 𝖽𝗈𝗇𝗍 𝗐𝖺𝗇𝗇𝖺 𝗌𝖾𝖾 𝗆𝖾 𝖺𝗇𝖽 𝗂 𝗀𝖾𝗍 𝗍𝗁𝖺𝗍, 𝗂 𝗐𝗂𝗌𝗁 𝗂 𝗁𝖺𝖽 𝗍𝗋𝖾𝖺𝗍𝖾𝖽 𝗒𝗈𝗎 𝖻𝖾𝗍𝗍𝖾𝗋 𝗐𝗁𝖾𝗇 𝗒𝗈𝗎 𝖿𝗈𝗎𝗇𝖽 𝗆𝖾. 𝗂 𝗐𝗂𝗌𝗁 𝗂 𝖼𝗈𝗎𝗅𝖽 𝖻𝖾 𝗐𝗂𝗍𝗁 𝗒𝗈𝗎 𝗇𝗈𝗐, 𝗂 𝗐𝗂𝗌𝗁 𝗍𝗁𝖺𝗍 𝗍𝗁𝖾𝗌𝖾 𝗐𝖾𝗋𝖾 𝖻𝖾𝗂𝗇𝗀 𝗌𝖺𝗂𝖽 𝖿𝗋𝗈𝗆 𝗆𝖾 𝗍𝗈 𝗒𝗈𝗎, 𝖿𝖺𝖼𝖾 𝗍𝗈 𝖿𝖺𝖼𝖾 𝖻𝗎𝗍 𝗐𝖾 𝖼𝖺𝗇'𝗍 𝗌𝖾𝖾𝗆 𝗍𝗈 𝗆𝖺𝗄𝖾 𝗍𝗁𝖺𝗍 𝗁𝖺𝗉𝗉𝖾𝗇..𝗂 𝗅𝗈𝗏𝖾 𝗒𝗈𝗎. 𝗂 𝗋𝖾𝗀𝗋𝖾𝗍 𝗴𝗵𝗼𝘀𝘁𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗒𝗈𝗎, 𝗂 𝗋𝖾𝗀𝗋𝖾𝗍 𝗆𝖺𝗄𝗂𝗇𝗀 𝗒𝗈𝗎 𝖿𝖾𝖾𝗅 𝖺𝗇𝗒𝗍𝗁𝗂𝗇𝗀 𝗅𝖾𝗌𝗌 𝗍𝗁𝖺𝗇 𝖾𝗇𝗈𝗎𝗀𝗁 𝗈𝗋 𝖺𝗆𝖺𝗓𝗂𝗇𝗀 𝖺𝗇𝖽 𝗂 𝖼𝖺𝗇𝗍 𝖽𝗐𝖾𝗅𝗅 𝗈𝗇 𝗍𝗁𝖺𝗍 𝖿𝗈𝗋𝖾𝗏𝖾𝗋 𝖻𝖾𝖼𝖺𝗎𝗌𝖾 𝗂 𝖽𝗂𝖽 𝗍𝗁𝖺𝗍 𝗍𝗈 𝘂𝘀, 𝖺𝗇𝖽 𝗍𝗁𝖺𝗍𝗌 𝖿𝗎𝖼𝗄𝖾𝖽. 𝗂 𝗄𝗇𝗈𝗐 𝗒𝗈𝗎'𝗋𝖾 𝗌𝗈 𝗌𝗂𝖼𝗄 𝖺𝗇𝖽 𝗍𝗂𝗋𝖾𝖽 𝗈𝖿 𝗆𝗒 𝗌𝗈𝗋𝗋𝗒 𝖺𝗌𝗌, 𝖻𝗎𝗍 𝗂 𝗎𝗇𝖽𝖾𝗋𝗌𝗍𝖺𝗇𝖽. 𝗂𝗆 𝗇𝗈𝗍 𝗌𝗈𝗋𝗋𝗒 𝖺𝗇𝗒𝗆𝗈𝗋𝖾, 𝗂 𝖺𝗉𝗈𝗅𝗈𝗀𝗂𝗓𝖾.

𝗒𝗈𝗎 𝖺𝗋𝖾 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝗆𝗈𝗌𝗍 𝗂𝗆𝗉𝗈𝗋𝗍𝖺𝗇𝗍 𝗌𝗈𝗎𝗅 𝗍𝗈 𝗆𝖾.
𝗂𝗆 𝗂𝗇𝗅𝗈𝗏𝖾 𝗐𝗂𝗍𝗁 𝗒𝗈𝗎, 𝗂 𝗅𝗈𝗏𝖾 𝗒𝗈𝗎
& 𝗐𝗁𝖾𝗇 𝗒𝗈𝗎 𝖽𝗈𝗇𝗍 𝗐𝖺𝗇𝗍 𝗆𝖾 𝗆𝗈𝗌𝗍, 𝗂 𝗒𝖾𝖺𝗋𝗇 𝖿𝗈𝗋 𝗒𝗈𝗎 𝗆𝗈𝗋𝖾.

  𝗅𝗈𝗏𝗂𝗇𝗀𝗅𝗒,
              𝖼𝗋𝖾𝖾, 𝖺𝗄𝖺 𝗒𝗈𝗎𝗋 𝗌𝗈𝗎𝗅𝗅𝗈𝗏𝖾𝗋

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you know it hurt him to write this because some words are lighter and those words are smudged with tear drops, you just wanna breakdown and cry but theres this puppy sitting in front of you with a kind face and its light light blue eyes are close to silver as it stares at you and the tears falling from your eyes.

her only desire just now became to cure the sadness that this young 𝗹𝗮𝗱𝘆 before her is experiencing. she scrambles in her box and you put the letter back in it whilst you reach and pick her into your arms. "this is a, 𝘮𝘧𝘧𝘧𝘩, bad meet, im not always crying like that" her body is pressed to your chest by your arm and your thumb rubs her arm and your other hand slowly caresses the top of her head.

she smells so good, honey maybe, like she's gotten a fresh wash, she's warm and her furs soft like connie blow-dried her too. shes leaning her head on you and you take one hand and put the top back on the black box and you bring it inside holding it from the bottom. shes stuffing her tears away and places the box on the table, she turns around and sits on the comforting brown couch and the dog settles in her lap and she squeezes her eyes shut trying to withdraw her tears. shes gasping for air to release cries but it sounds like hiccups each time her chest jabs with each one and the puppy quietly walks away and its getting snuggled between her moms new blanket.

she's trying to catch her breath and when she finishes her series of, "deep inhale, anddd exhaleeee, whoooooohh, inhaleeeeee, hold, exhaleee" she slowly gets up and looks to the sleeping pup. it calms her heart and she's quiet when she makes her way upstairs for her phone.