Just a single drop

She needed more

She loved him ,but he only played his games.

She loves it how he looks in her eyes.
His dark Brown chocolate eyes.

She likes it how he touched her skin.

She likes it when he plays with her hair.

When he calls her pretty.
But at he same time he tells her that she's not his dream girl.

He says he loves her but why did he leaves her then?

He tells her that she's too skinny and he didn't like how she smells but a Moment later he says he has a crush on her.
He confusses her so much and she can't do a thing about it.

She often tries to distants herselfe from him and to forgett him but she fails every time. She is powerless.

He breaked her heart so many times and she cried for month but in the end they always find there way back in each others arms or beds.

She's at the end of her thoughts and she finds no way out anymore.
Everything makes her even more tired and that kind of tired doesn't go away with sleep.

She's at the very end.

Her last words she says to him were "you were right only the moments belonged to us but i can't live with only that anymore".

Cause the moments are just not enough anymore? Some people say the little moments matter and at some point she agreed with that but can you live with only that? Are you happy with only that? Or do you need more?

She looked one last time into his beautiful ,chocolate Brown eyes she onced loved so much.

"She needed more"
               but
"He coudn't give her that"

She died with the toughts that she was never enough for him.
For a little boy who couldn't decide what he wants.

He took her life just after he was the one who encouraged her to live.

He was her life and her death.

She was his but he was never hers.

"Cause it was him"
                                "Always and ever"