Still The One (Song Series 1)

PROLOGUE

#YSTOPrologue

"Sorry" I said and my chest began to ache.

" Again? When did you get tired of saying you are sorry? Hinding hindi na mababalik ang nakaraan Lyka" His Eyes seemed not merely frustrated but a kind of disappointed.

I was the one who cheated

But its not my choice

But he always say that its my choice, Cheating is choice

I was about to say something but he began to walk away so I ran so I could reach him out. Why was I even wonder? Dito naman siya magaling sa pagtakbo sa problema.Kailan ba niya hinarap ang problema niya? Kailan ba siya hindi nagtago tuwing may problema siya?

Loneliness

Sadness

Sorrow

Misery

Ano pa ang magandang itawag sa nararamdaman ko ngayon?

Fantanstic how everything change in just "One Night" Because before he was my precious captain and cheerleader.

We used to be "BESTFRIENDS" Until become "LOVERS" and now we lost everything we "BUILD".

Ridiculous how lifes work. Nothing stand Forever. Everything you SEE, HEAR, SMELL, TASTE and FEEL will doubtless End.

"Yuan I'm sorry, I was.. I was Drunk that Night, I didn't.... I dont cheat on you I swear.... I swear Yuan to God. I dont remember any scene." I want to kiss his lips so he'll remember that he loves me so bad.

"Lyka nabuntis ka ng iba hindi.. hindi ba yan sapat na dahilan para sabihing nagloko ka? Sumama ka sa lalaking hindi mo naman kilala.. Please lang.... Please Lyka stop saying that you don't cheat because you Already did.. Mahal kita pero hindi na kita kayang makita. Ang bata nasa sinapupunan mo bunga yan ng pagsama mo sa ibang lalaki habang lasing ka". I felt like Im talking to a robot, A senseless robot. Manhid napakamanhid mo... napakamanhid mo Yuan.

I indeed needed to proceed to next chapter of my life, For the sake of my Child.

Kailangan ko mahanap ang "Ama" ng aking anak.

Kailangan ko maging malakas kahit para lang sa kaniya kahit wala ng matira para sa akin.

Kailangan

"Yuan mamimiss kita. I love you Yuan. Sorry.. Sorry dahil nabuntis ako. Bakit nga ba ako nabuntis? Ano kaya ang dahilan ng Diyos? Bakit ako pa Yuan? Kahit kailan hindi mo ako nahawakan sa mga sensitibong parte ng katawan ko pero bakit yung lalaking 'yun isang gabi lang nawala lahat ng importante sa akin. Nawala.. Nawala ang pagkakababae ko, Mawawala ka na din sa akin Yuan.

" Shut up Lyka I dont want to hear your explanation now maybe someday. Take care the both of you, Please.. Oh God Please be Safe. I will be leaving tommorow Im not yet ready to face everything. I hate you fucking damn bad, but I will never hate that child inside your womb, I'll considered that as Gift of God and considered as my genuinely child" His words... I was used to love his words but not now..

My eyes, His eyes, We're Tired.

"Lyka Im sorry too. Kaya kong tanggapin ang batang nasa sinapupunan mo pero alam kong hindi mo ako kayang tanggapin"

"Hindi kita maintindihan Yuan"

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