Ellie's POV
"No Mark. We can't do this anymore. We each have our careers. We can't have our careers in the way of this relationship."
Mark was devastated. He knew we couldn't do this. He has his band and I have my solo artist career.
We couldn't also pull this off with the paparazzi too. They make stuff up.
Mark answered me with a reasonable argument.
"Look, screw the paparazzi. We have eachother. I love you, your curves, the way you walk and talk. You know I'm going through too much hell. Your my angel in my nightmare. Please don't go. I love you. More than you know."
He had a tear in his eye. I say,"Don't cry. When you cry, I cry. "
He says," So let's cry together one last time before we end this relationship."
I feel a teardrop wripple down my cheeks like water droplets dropping on a shaking ground with a coarse but soft texture to it. Making it depressing and sad.
That's how I felt. I love Mark. I always will.
I whisper slightly,"Yes."
I close my eyes and scoot closer to the guy who I fell in love with, have a house with, and known for most of my life.
We cuddle and cry together.
I can't help but think about the times we shared together. I just sat there and cried.
Also thinking about everything. I can't do this anymore. I decide to leave and never come back. Ever.
I just need to move on. Forever.
I open the door and run out. I put a hand over my big eyes and cry.
"Ellie. Come back. Please. I need you."
"Look, Mark. We can't do this anymore. Just know I love you and that will never change. I just have to learn from the bumps in the road we experienced. I went to Jail and you went on tour. We almost had a kid, and we got in a car accident this year. We can't do this anymore."
I can just imagine that he fell to his knees and got right back up because he grabbed my arm and kissed me passionately and then left.
I felt so bad. I had to leave. I get in just a mustang and drive off.
I cry my whole way to my mom's house.
I'm gonna miss Mark. Horribly and badly is all I can say.
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Mark's POV
" No Mark. We can't do this anymore. We each have our careers. We can't have our careers in the way of this relationship."
I can't do this. Just one mistake. One mistake with Kylie Jenner and look what happened.
My stupid band, mistakes there too. I can fix this just by quitting and marrying Ellie.
I soo badly want to fix this but, there's way to many bumps holes in the pathway of our love.
I have to answer back with what I feel from the heart. Not from just my opinion. My heart.
" Look, screw the paparazzi. We have eachother. I love you, your curves, the way you walk and talk. You know I'm going through too much hell. Your my angel in my nightmare. Please don't go. I love you. More than you know."
She just was, stuck in the moment with me. Like we were chained down. Chained down by the humidity and drama.
Then, a tear comes down my face. I've never cried before. The only time I cried, was only at family funerals.
But, this is fureal. This is not fake.
She then stops and adds magic and says," Don't cry. When you cry, I cry. "
I just then thought of the last memory I wanted to have with her, crying together.
" So let's cry together one last time before we end this relationship."
She starts crying and she scoots over closer to me. I cup her petite body in my arms and kiss her forehead.
I think of the very first time I met her. The time she sparked magic in my eyes.
She just got up and left. She said a few words before though.
I will never forget them.
I chase after her and I yell, "Ellie, come back. I need you, I love you."
She then said wiping some tears," "Look, Mark. We can't do this anymore. Just know I love you and that will never change. I just have to learn from the bumps in the road we experienced. I went to Jail and you went on tour. We almost had a kid, and we got in a car accident this year. We can't do this anymore."
She then turned around and I couldn't bare to see her go without even giving me a kiss or a hug or a charm, nothing.
I grabbed her arm and kissed her with all I had. Then let go and cried.
This was the last time of Ellie and I.
This is the mine and paparazzi's fault. We got on the way of this relationship.
I just wish I never was in Blink-182 and I wish Ellie Goulding was still here.
I wanted her back.
The only way she would come back is if I got hurt.
I go to the medication cabniet and I take some Advil, I think I took too much and blacked out.
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Innocent
Random"I love you. I really am innocent." "And baby, I believe you. I know you too well." Mark Hoppus and Ellie Goulding Fan Fic
