I'm really getting tired of this shit. He's keeping me in his grip and I dont like it. At all. It has come to the point where every move he makes startles me, and the look in his icy blue eyes gives me shivers down my spine. Actual shivers. These thoughts rush through my head and makes me think: should I really have faith in him? Should I wait for him to get better? While I'm sitting at my desk, at work, it all just makes sense. The loud buzzing from the printer, my supervisor yelling at me for forgetting some lousy papers in the musty office downstairs. Its driving me insane. I'm wasting my time as an assistant for some law firm and living with an abusing psycho when I can actually just live a free life as a 21 year old. Yes, I know that's not how it works, really. You work to live, live to work. I dont know. Something like that. Well it shouldn't be too late to reverse things back to before I met Jack. Before the time of pretending to love him, just so that his fists won't get raised at me. I was scared, wasn't I?
As I'm on the train on my way home, I ponder the thought of leaving him. That would mean that I would loose my job as an assistant he once offered me. Well, I wouldn't mind loosing that boring job anyways. So I, Cayenne, will take upon this emotional draining quest to leave Jack. Haha, I sound so... heroic. Meh, maybe I should try to leave this never ending hell some other time.
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Never Alone
RomanceShe's just looking for a way out, and when she needs it the most, he arrives, saving her poor soul from rotting in a boring world. Her life may now be different, but is it worth it?
