Hello everyone...I decided to make a story ig? But yea I'll try my best...here we go
People said im heather but im not her
Im the main character but im not her
From an innocent little girl
To a person who is suicidal
You left
That's when I realized that i fell for you
But i cant change anything
Cuz you're happy now
Away from me
You see me as a person
Who would help you
But i want you to love me
And i want you to myself
I want you to see me the way people look at their lover
Yesterday
You told me you have a soulmate
I was hurt
But your favorite smile will always be plastered on my face
You admire that person every single time
And I witnessed all of it with my own eyes
I couldn't believe what i saw
So i asked you
You told me it was an one sided love
I smiled
That's exactly what's going on
I fell for you u fell for someone else
For the whole day I didn't talk to you
There's too much going on in my head
You caught me
Crying
But you didn't know why
Im sure you wanted to give me privacy
But i love it when you cling onto me when im sad
I don't know what to feel anymore
You lay your head on my knees as you laugh loudly
I was the one who made you laugh
It was an euphoric feeling that i know one day would disappear
Today you didn't talk to me the way you usually do
All the stuff she did to you
From spanking each other
To you resting your arm on her shoulder
I feel disgusted
The fact that i fell for someone
That won't like me back
I was right
I am Han Seo Joon after all
I'll always be your second
Or maybe even third
I hate you for making me fell for you
I dreamt about you
But you're with her
In one bed
I passed through you room
And surprisingly I didn't feel sad
But i wanna kill her so bad
What if i do tho
It's not like were close
Then i can have you
Today you told me i was your first crush
First love
Remember one time when i asked you to describe her and u said she's really pretty
That person was me
But you've moved on
You like her
But the person you like ..loves me
Her bestie told me on the same exact day
She's cute i admit
But i love you more
I was so stupid back then to not realize my feelings for you
I cant stop thinking about it
With smile plastered on my face
Ive moved on
Thanks to you
Im not sad anymore
But there's this one thing
She fell for me
But you fell for her
I dont wanna hurt any of you
So i had to tell her to stop loving me
And ill sacrifice my love for u
As long as you're happy
She got cuter day by day
Im with her now
And im happy
Thank you
You said you've moved on from her
Then i told u that i like your crush
I cant read your face
Like how I usually do
There's pain and jo
