the day i met you - jaemjen

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jeno felt miserable. he doesn't even have intention to continue life. he wants to ended up the pain he has. but oh well, what can he do about it?

he sighed to himself and said to himself that this is his fault. even it wasn't, jeno still thinks he's the one who made the mistakes. he thinks he's unuseful. is it the time to jeno stop it? will he end up his life?

the answer is between a yes and a no. well, staying alive is okay, right?

jeno sighed to himself as he took out his phone. he opened contacts and dial a number and wishing the other line would accept. finally, the other line accepts and jeno sighed in relief.

“ayo men, wassup?” the other line said. their voice sounds like an angel, and it gave you chills. when jeno heard their voice, jeno felt better and relaxed. “um, so haechan.. i just really can’t do this..” jeno admitted his feelings. “i’m going to your house right now, i’m scared if you do anything dangerous” haechan replied as he ended up the call. jeno smiled and kinda happy when his friend will coming to his house.

after 10 minutes, a loud knock can be heard by the front door. jeno immediately stood up from his couch and ran to the front door. when he reached to the front door, he quickly opened the door and he saw his gay bestfriend, haechan.

jeno let haechan in and also closed the door. he follows haechan which leading him to the living room. haechan sat there so as well as jeno. and just an uncomfortable silence can be heard. “so jeno!” haechan cuts the silence. “what?” jeno respond, not really in the mood. “you really change when your mom died. listen jeno, it’s not your fault. it’s their fault. you should’ve known that.” haechan said while rubbing jeno’s shoulder. jeno sighed as a response. well, what haechan said is true. but jeno being himself, denies. haechan can’t just like force jeno because right now, his condition is not pretty good so haechan just nodded.

“okay jeno, okay. but it doesn’t mean my opinion is wrong, i’m just sharing.” haechan grunts, while jeno just hummed. “so wanna watch movies together? i heard that there’s a sad movie!” haechan ask while running to the kitchen, making popcorn. jeno said a loud yes and finds the remote. after haechan done making the popcorns, he plopped beside jeno and turned on the television. “let’s watch given the movie! but wait! let me find the tissue” jeno rolled his eyes when haechan found a pack of tissues. haechan put the pack infront them and started the movie.

at the end of the movie, they were crying, dramatically. “my heart! I just can’t...” haechan sobbed as well as jeno. “oh my god, haechan! why’d you choose that movie! i hate you, seriously!” jeno shouted. “but i didn’t think it would be that sad!” haechan shouted back and they ended up fighting.

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it’s okay, i guess ?