The gay book

Well fuck...that happened.

Well it was a summer afternoon and uh..Pico tried making pancakes yet that was gaipai job and made burnt flat fucking pancakes Instead. But me being Bells I of course just ate them. "Dude Bells stop eating the pancakes they are fucking burnt to a crisp." Jackie said with disappointment "Well fuck off if you won't let me do my thing." I said back Jackie just walked off into the basement As she does as Jackie prefers to practice with her band and crap..I just got kinda bored and explored the house. I found nothing really useful but I found more photos of my past..I'm not talking about that in my damn diary. But I do know that I think Jackie is falling for a little some one BY THE NAME OFF FUCKING ALEXA LIKE OOO. But I've been mostly silent about it.. June 12 Today is a new day and this morning I found my self shirtless and I felt off..Almost like if I had went to a club or some shit. But no I was just fucking drunk..with Libra of all people. I just put on a new bunny suit and walked out and ask "Was I drunk?" "Gaipai:yep." "Bells:What happened?" "Gaipai:Welp you and Libra got drunk on whisky and coke and you two locked you're selfs in the damn bathroom and you know the rest. Then you two where done and you two fucking fell asleep naked on one and another so what we all did was throw your goddamn drunk ass to bed and hoped for the best." I was fucking shocked. "Bells:I FUCKING TOPPED LIBRA?!?" "Libra:..YEAH AND I WASN'T FUCKING DRUNK YOU DIRTY BITCH." "Bells:wait what." "Libra:WHAT THE FUCK DUDE..YOU WERE SO DRUNK.." "Bells:I-I had no idea-I mean WHAT DID I TELL ALL O- "Pico:what's all this screaming about.. -yawing as-well-." "Gaipai:Well short recap last night Bells got fucking drunk on whiskey and coke and then some how topped a Libra who wasn't drunk." "Pico:What the fuck bells." "Bells:WHAT." "Pico:how the hell do you topped my goddamn ass then do Libra off all people.." "Bells:Guess its in me?" Well heck..Looks like I'm dead meat all I can think I can do is just.. scream back "WELL ITS NOT MY FAULT YOU GAVE ME FUCKING WHISKEY DIDN'T I TELL YOU HOW I'M LIKE WHEN DRUNK?" Libra was pissed at me and started shouting even more bull shit "AND I ONLY GAVE YOU FUCKING FIVE CUPS THEN YOU JUST CHUGGED THE WHOLE DAMN BOTTLE OF WHISTY WITH COKE AND I TRIED STOPPING YOU AND LOOK WHAT FUCKING HAPPENED." I was silent "well..can we just forget this ever happen and I can pay for the coke and whiskey.." Libra said back to me in a angry voice "yeah..sure that works." The next day roles along and uh.. I met Piconjo and uh I like him I HAVE NO IDEA HOW TO EXPLAIN IT AS ITS JUST..HES BLOODY CUTE
and uh I have no idea how to explain it. So I started walking by and I walked passed by Piconjo and just started blushing..like I had a gay panic attack in front of him and instead of just screaming right then and there I just.. RAN "dude are you ok..you are like heavily blushing like j-" And I ran as fast I fucking could and had a gay panic attack I have no idea what's in that man I saw but it's something.."PICO PICO!" I started shouting "What bells" Pico said in anger "Well I found this really cute guy and here's a photo of him!" Pico stood their in silence "that's my fucking brother." "WHAT."