Quaranfling; The internet love

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May 14, 2021

Gabi na yon ng nababagot ako kaka scroll sa facebook, then napag isipan kong mag post ng Rlmsc; yon naman ang uso pag wala kang ka chat.

Naghintay ako ng ilang minuto ng sunod-sunod na tumunog ang notification ng facebook. It was my pleasure na may tatlong nag react sa status ko.

Isa-isa ko silang chinat.

Yung isa ka chat ko na talaga kasi kaklase ko siya noong grade 11 at yung isa ay laging nag rereact sa post ko. Pero someone got my attention, meron kaming convo noong Feb 2019. Okay, pasado to- Sabi ko sa sarili ko.

"Yrms, hi sir" yan ang bungad ko kasi alam ko criminology ang kinukuha niyang course, well ka batchmate ko siya (slash) schoolmate noong senior high.

"Hello, goodeve" reply niya sa akin.

At first, chill-chill lang kasi nga kilala ko. Pero honestly, I was too annoyed and irritated dahil pinaka ayaw ko sa lahat yung jeje mag type. Nakakawala ng gana at sense of humor. However, no choice siya nalang ang natirang ka chat ko.

Until, umabot na ang topic namin sa ml, lovelife, and about senior highschool days.

It was too funny, kasi wala pa atang 5 minutes na nagkaka-usap kami ay sinabi na niyang gusto niya akong makilala.

Noong una parang ayaw ko pa kasi papagalitan ako ng nanay ko.

"Alam mo may dating gustong manligaw sa akin, pinag paalam ko sa parents ko pero ayaw nila"  pag explain ko.

"Very interesting"  sagot niya

So ako, parang sureball to ah, kasi kilala ko naman siya tas kilala niya din ako. Baka sa lahat ng naging kalandian ko ito ang mag work.

He was saying na seryuso daw siya sa akin, but I never gave the assurance kasi madami na ang nag sabi sa akin niyan.

I dunno why, I felt so love that time kasi for the first time may taong dumating na paulit-ulit na sinasabi sa akin na he would take the risk. Na willing siya sa akin.

At that time, syempre auto sumbong naman ako sa kaibigan ko kasi, no secrets nga at IT WAS MY FIRST TIME tas kilala ko pa.

She said she was happy for me that she was teasing me.

She keep asking about the updates, and I was proudly sending our convo to her because I felt special but I don't have feelings for him ha.

"Goodnight"  he sended.

I immediately respond a goodnight too because it was too late. Even he promised na magpupuyat siya till 3 am with me. I considered it kasi baka di lang sanay.

After a minutes, I checked his account still active and I had the doubt. I neglect it kasi bago palang. How would it work kung sa una palang puro na ako duda diba?

I also turned off my data and sleep peacefully, hoping that when I wake up there's something that gonna change my mood.