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"Hello???" 

 There was hesitation in me before I answered the phone. I haven't talked to this girl for a very long time. It was even weirder when I answered the phone to her drunk, crying self. 

 "Sungjae-ya, are you there?" She was choking on her tears. I can hear it through the end of the other line. 

 "Yes i'm here." I paused. "Why are you crying sooyoung-ah? And where are you?" 

 "I know... I know... I'm really... really... drunk right now" 

 I wondered if she could get past her sentences before her feelings could overwhelm her. 

 "But I drank this much to have liquor courage to tell you that..." she swallowed on her words while my heart was beating so fast I don't understand why. 

 It's been so long but what I felt for her and what we both could've been still lingers in me like an unfinished canvass I don't know what to make of. 

 "I really need to tell you that..." she swallowed her tears before continuing, 

 "It's still you, sungjae-ya. 


It will always be you."

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