A/N : This is my first book so please don't attack me. Thank you.
Jane:
It's my brother's 3rd death anniversary today and I miss him more than anything. I loved my brother more than anything in my life and still do. He died in a car accident along with his best friend.
It was very hard to get through this day last year so I just got drunk and lost my virginity to a complete douche bag while I was at a club. But, I didn't know how else to get through the day.
And guess what, I plan on doing the exact same thing this year too.
I went to a party at one of the frat houses as usual but there were many freshmen here trying to get along with the with the juniors and kiss their asses. They were trying to act cool but I saw right through their little act. I can read people very easily.
So, without any further ado, I drank five shots of tequila and got drunk, yeah, my tolerance is pretty low. I started dancing with the first guy I saw. He didn't object and just kept dancing with me. I think his name was Noah or Kate or something and I knew he was a junior cause i've seen him in my English class and thought he was legit.
I think I actually had fun while dancing with him. I haven't had fun like this in a very long time and I liked feeling numb. I saw a girl staring at us and I immediately wanted to be a bitch so I kissed him while staring at her dead in the eye.
She turned around. My glare seems to do that to people. I can be scary when I want and even bitchy, but i'm mostly nice till people don't mess with me. And when they do - I make sure I make their lives hell.
I didn't realize I was still kissing him and I pulled away. He seemed a bit disappointed but then pulled me in for a kiss and licked my lip to give him entry, I did and his tongue found his way into my mouth. I wrapped my arms around his neck and he put his hands on my hips.
I usually punch a guy if he does that without my permission but I was too drunk and wanted to get laid tonight and be distracted from my thoughts.
He then picked me up and took me to one of the rooms. Exactly what I wanted.
We kept kissing until I felt something against my body. I gave him an evil grin and said "A little too excited down there? " and he hissed but put me on the bed. Wow, i'd made a new record, pissing two people off in one night. He then took of his shirt revealing his muscles. I stared at him for a minute until i realized what I was doing and looked away. He grinned and said "Stare much? ".
I didn't wait much longer as I was becoming sober and my thoughts were going back to the unhappy place I was in. And took off my pants and let the magic happen.
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The next morning
My alarm was ringing like crazy and I had a terrible head ache. I didn't remember anything that happened last night except for the fact that I pissed off a girl. Then I realized I was laying on something hard and definitely knew it wasn't my pillow. Fuck, here we go again.
