I was thinking I noticed I'm ignored by the boys and they call me a freak and i Staring to think they hate me
The word freak loser dip shit slips from there moilths instead of saying NY name I think I'm always lost in thoughts then to notice but now that I actually get down to earth I'm noticing the hate and the bad comments from the boys its kinda depressing now its been going on for 4 years and now at the age of 19 remember he is the youngest
And now I actually notice the shit they say I'm depressed I guess I barely eat people call me fat I don't want them to think I an so I haven't ate and now I here bad comments from the boys every day even living in a house with them its hard but I never eat supper with then or any meal but they dont seem to care but I mean cmon we were best friends now all of a sudden you hate me.
And even worse I cry every time I need to grow up a lot
Hey guys when its bolded its me talking and if it changes POV the POV its with be there name in black oh and it'll be nialls POV most of the time by bye LOVIES
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its a bit lonely (niall centric)
Fanfictionniall is in a band one direction hes lonely and depressed the boys have there own things to do and being the you get in the band you neglected because your the youngest so you don't know much follow niall on his journey in love and hate
