Fading Mikasa x Reader story

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So yes technically about 5 or 6 years ago I did write another story but never finished cause of school but I feel like I had something going on with this so I'm going to try again if I fail I'm sorry prob cause I offed myself or just lost inspiration but I'll try my best not to and some parts will be taken from that story I wrote but just for this chapter. And if y'all like it well thank you...

Y/N - Your name
L/N - Last name
E/C - Eye color
H/C - Hair color
Y/W - Your weapon(preferably melee)

My eyes wince, the beaming of the sun shiny thru my window. "mikasa", That's the first thing I had in my mind I don't know who that was or what that is. It was a strange feeling my body felt numb but I got out of it just thought it was a random thing. I slowly start getting up, getting ready to start my morning routine. I was never good with people, after the incident I slowly started losing my appetite and distancing my self from everyone my mom thinks it's just a phase, but i don't know how long I'll be like this , I walk out of my room and see my mom making breakfast, she's always been caring and loving. "Good morning mom how'd you sleep"? "Oh hey honey I slept fine what about you, did you have any nightmares"? The nightmares I've been having them recently but last night I didn't all I remember is pitch blackness. "No mom I didn't have any" my mom looked at me like worried like doubting my word " well I made breakfast you should eat some cause I need you to go to the market later and bring me something's and also lumber for the winter". " Its ok mom I'm not hungry I can go right now let me just put on my jacket" "y/n you should really eat something i know you haven't been eating and that's not good for you". "Mom I said I'm not hungry" I said firmly she looked at me almost hurt and hopeless knowing she can't do anything to change my mind " your as stubborn like your father" she mumbled." Okay go the market here's a list and here's the money and please be safe I've been reading the articles and they've said there's been a lot of bandits lately so please hurry" " Okay mom I will love you I'll be home soon" I started making my way to the market, bandits huh if I was in the regiment I would kill them all and show them to never kill and steal in there life's. I finally reached the market got everything I needed now I need the lumber. I was walking and got distracted by this strange man I've never seen before he looked weird like he was planning something, and then out of no where I bumped into someone and fell. I open my eyes i was on top of this girl she had long black hair with these beautiful black eyes I quickly notice the awkward position we were in and quickly got up. "I'm sorry I wasn't looking where i was going here let me help you" as I reached my hand for hers. She looks up at me and smiles and takes my hand ........

Mikasa POV
"Mikasa let's go come on if we don't hurry we won't be able to go out with armin" I quickly got my scarf and was about to leave but Mrs. Yeager had stopped me "now both of you listen please stay safe and come home as soon as you get the lumber and take care of each other okay"? "Yes Mrs. Yeager " and me and Eren took off to the market " Mikasa hurry we don't have all day " Eren is always eager to go places in a hurry I owe him and his family my life for saving me. "Ok Eren I'll get the lumber and you'll get the rest of the list and we'll meet up here"? "Yes Mikasa don't worry" then he ran off I was in line to getting the lumber it felt nice outside as the breeze hit me I felt ... relieved I wouldn't have any of this and I feel grateful ....I miss you mom ... dad maybe one day I'll be up there with y'all. Then out of nowhere I got bumped into and fell on the ground I was about to yell at them but then noticed they were on top of me they had e/c and this soft looking h/c. I started zoning out noticed that they reached there hand for mine I looked up there eyes looking back at mine I smiled and grabbed there hand.

Readers POV
She's beautiful I've never had felt this way she had this red scarf around her that just looked amazing on her, I notice the lumber on the ground,"oh I'm sorry here let me help you" I started helping her pick up all the lumber but then I heard these footsteps running towards us, it was a boy brown hazelnut hair and these green orb eyes " hey are you bothering her leave her alone , or you'll see". This kid really wants to fight me what a brat." Eren no we just bumped into each other that's all and they were just helping me get the lumber thank you so much, cmon Eren we have to go home" she waved at me and I felt so dumbfounded but waved back once I got the lumber I started leaving the market but noticed the same man I saw earlier but this time he was with a group I noticed something strange about them they were all wearing black coats and then I noticed it, my eyes widened in fear they had blood in there clothes I need to get home now. I started running towards home only thinking of my mom. I finally made it I opened my door "hey you finally made it y/n why are you so out of breath"? " Mom we have to leave now I saw the bandits we need to leave come on" my mom looked at me all confused and worry "y/n just sit down and talked to me" I sat down thinking of what I saw ... what if they had seen me no I don't think so they would follow me here as soon as I thought that I heard a knock, I looked at the door ," here have some water let me just see who at the door so we can talk ", she started reaching to the door everything felt in slow motion she was opening the door " Wait Mom don't" she looked back at me confused but it was too late. She winced in pain I looked down at her it was a sword , there was a sword sticking out of her body. The door opened fully it was the same man from the market he takes the sword out of her my mom collapses I was in shock it was happening again why me the guy looks up at me " you wish you hadn't seen me huh , now look what you made me do". Two other people enter my house, " Get him" , they started walking towards me I felt hopeless but then I looked at my mom this is my fault she's dead because of me, because I didn't do anything but now I'm going to do something even if it's too late I quickly went for a knife and charged towards one of them I made him fall back and I started blindly stabbing him until I opened my eyes and stabbed his neck he started bleeding out I didn't felt any empathy I looked back and saw the other person about to swing at me with his sword I dodged it I hit him in the face and then grabbed my knife and stabbed it thru his hand he screams in pain and punches me in the face he takes out the knife "you'll pay for this kid" and charges at me I look around and saw the other man's sword I quickly grabbed it and swung at the guy, there was a silence in the room. I look up and saw that the sword went thru his body ,i quickly got up I started looking at my hands they were all bloody and then I looked at him. He's the reason I did this he's the reason I'm a monster. I charged at him with the sword but he grabs the sword with his hand I was shocked not one inch of his face looked like in pain." You got guts kids you'll make a good member of us" I angered " I will never join you you made me a monster and I'm going to kill you" I started using more force into it his hand starts bleeding but then I look at him and he slams his head to mine, I black out the last thing I remember was him saying " your not a monster ....yet..".

Wow soo hope y'all like the first chapter I'll try to work on the next chapter i started around an hour ago and it's 12 at night and I have online school and also have work soo once I get home I'll start working on the next chapter so hopefully y'all like it