everything I am

who are you?

I've never been a people person. I would much rather stay in my house then out with people, that's just how I am. I've been  like this for as long as I can remember. I do know that at one point i did like people and being with others but i don't remember those days. I'm in 10th grade and  I'm 16 and I practically have no friends. I live in a city. I go to a big school.
There is no reason I shouldn't have friends when living in a place like this. It's perfect here, there is little to no crime and people get along. But you know at school there is still that classic highschool groups thing you know where the popular kids and the smart kids don't like each other and there's a mean girl who thinks she is on top of the world with her super hot boyfriend. We all know how that works out, anyway I like to stay out of all that you see. I haven't lived here that long, well not as long as most of the kids I moved here about nine months ago and  I don't even think the kids know I'm there. 

On my first day of school the teachers didn't even say hello. I just tried to keep up and I stayed out of the way the best I could. But now it's Monday morning, the day all people love, right? 

I start my walk to school. It's not a long walk but it's all uphill so it kills me every time even though I play sports , I still hate the walk. it's a workout for sure. I see people all over , some look at me, some don't,. The others who I see everyday say hello or good morning. I just wave my hand or make some type of motion so that way i'm not being rude. But then I see Kay. I don't hate him but I don't like him either. He's always being happy, cheerful and tries talking to me, like we're friends but i wouldn't call it that.

“Hey! Good morning ! beautiful day ahead right?” 

i'm stopped walking,now looking at him. He's got a black and blue hoodie on and blue jeans his head is up and his dark hair is in his face. He looks like a mess almost but only he could pull it off i think. He's got blue eyes and a slim face. He's not bad looking and he's not out of shape but still annoying.

“Sure if you say so….can i go to school now? Don't have all day to talk.”

i say this like i'm tired but i really am not i just don't feel like talking all that much.

“Oh yea lets go...so did you do the homework I almost forgot to do it”

Homework oops i forgot about that but just to keep things simple and short...

“No i got it all done, it wasn't that hard”  he starts to move his  head up and down like he's thinking about something. 

“You know you don't talk that much right? is there a reason for that? Most people are like this when something bad happened to them” 

 he doesn't look at me. I'm now looking at him, why is he saying this? I know i don't talk much but i just don't like people.

“I know i don't talk much but that doesn't mean i have had any problems..”

“Why not just talk to me? I've been trying to talk to you a lot but you just don't...do you not like me?”

“I wouldn't say that it's not like that, don't think to much” 

Now he just keeps quiet for a few mins then goes back to talking about anything and everything. I know he is still thinking about it but am i going to say anything? Nope, I'm not. 

When at school I go to my locker and Kay goes to his place at the other side of the hall a few feet away. He looks over a few times then his face gets that look and it's like a warning to me. I look the other way to see Sky , the mean girl I mentioned before. She's walking down the hall like it's a runway with two other girls at her side. Most people love her but i don’t. I hate her more than I do others. Her locker is next to mine so when she gets here she waves her hand at me in a way telling me to leave. I give her a look then go back to getting my things, and fixing up my locker.