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"Do you love him?" Nikki asked me, playing with her rubik's cube. "I don't know.." I said fiddling with my fingers.

"Bitch, what do you mean you don't know?!" Shawn exclaimed, putting more shampoo in my hair.

"Maybe you need to drop Pac..if you don't wanna get caught by Rene." Tish said, writing her notes. "You might be right Tish...but there's just something about Pac.."

"What about him?" Tina smirked.

"Something! Something bout the way he..he talks...the way he makes me laugh and-"

"The way he fucks." Tina took a bite of her sandwich. Everybody began to crack up while I had a serious look on my face, "For your information Tina...no. We don't fuck."

"Girl PLEASE. You smell like sex and sweat every time you come home." Tish cackled. I kept my serious expression on my face as everybody kept laughing.

"That's not funny. You need to mind your business." I said giving her a straight face before getting a call on the phone. It was Pac.

"Hey J, how you doing?" He asked. My soul immediately started to feel better when I heard his voice. "I'm good and you?" I said with a fat smile across my face.

"I'm amazing baby, I got some good news to tell you."

"What is it?"

"I'm working with you in John Singleton's new movie!" He exclaimed.

"Are you serious???! Pac!!" I smiled and laughed out loud in excitement. "Yeah baby we finna be working together!"

A squeal came out my mouth and I haven't had the same feeling since I met Rene. Shawn came over to me looking at me with the craziest expression. "What the hell is up?" She laughed.

I covered the phone, "Me and Pac are working in the same movie!"
"You for real??"

"Yes!!"

"Hey Pac...would you like to come to the set of my new video tomorrow?" I said smiling.

"Yeah, I'll be there baby." He said. I chuckled a bit. After I gave him the address, I went back to the chair.

"So are you sure you don't want your hair straightened?"

"No. I want curls..." I smiled.

Next Day.

"Hey Janet, is Pac coming?"

"Yeah, I talked to him earlier and he said he'd be here shortly." I said, sitting still in my makeup chair.

"Alright, honey. You can open your eyes." My makeup artist told me. When I opened my eyes, I saw a prettier, enhanced version of me. I liked what I see...we just had to get to loving it.

"Thank you, I love it." I smiled.

"Alright, places everyone!! Ok so here's the deal, when I start the music and they do their lil 10-15 seconds of choreography, that's when the wind blows and you walk out, joining them in the dance and yeah. Just work your magic." The director said, I nodded.

We went some scenes multiple times before we took a break. I put on my puffy jacket, went into my dressing room and left Pac a couple messages.

"Hi, it's me... I hope you didn't get stuck in traffic or anything! Um...I just really miss you so I hope you're on your way soon. Bye." I hung up and sat in my chair, eating my salad.

Two bites in, I then felt two hands covering both my eyes.

"Guess who....?"

"Mmmm...I wonder who it is! Is it....Shawn?" I joked.