Youngblood (Sookai)

"say you want me out of your life"

"You push and you push and I'm pulling away
Pulling away from you
I give and I give and I give and you take, give and you take"

"Youngblood
Say you want me
Say you want me
Out of your life"

1 year ago

"Soobin,please talk to me."
"Tell me what I did wrong. Please I'm begging you"

"There's nothing wrong Kai, I just need some space."

"Fine." "I'll give you space." "Just remember you once promise to love me forever." "Could you do that hyung?"

"Kai, I don't have time for this."
"I'm going out for a while don't wait up."

"But shouldn't we try to work throug-."

* door slams*

" It's ok hyung, we can talk about it later." "Yeah, later when you're ready."

Five weeks later

"Come on Kai, let's watch a movie together just like old times."

" No thanks hyung, I have plans with Taehyunnie and Gyu hyungs."

" Can't you hang out with them some other time?" "I'm your gum after all right?"

*silence*

" I just need some space Soobin."

" Space from what Kai?"
"Me?"

"No I just need to clear my head for a while." "That's all."
" I promise."

"You're lying to me now?" " The HueningKai I love wouldn't lie to me."

"That's just it hyung, I'm not the same HueningKai that you "loved" a few weeks back." " You have pushed and pushed me away for reasons I still yet to know." "I keep giving and giving and all you have done is take and take  from me."

"That's not true Huening and you know that."

"But it is and my soul and heart are tired of waiting on you to come around."

" What are you trying to say?" "That you don't love me anymore?" "Is that it?" "Say you want me out of your life, and I'm gone."

"How could you even utter those words to me hyung?"

"That's what you want isn't ?"
" Fine, I'm out of here."

"No soobin, that's not what i want."
"It's just a few weeks when i wanted to talk about it you blew me off and-."

"Oh, so now it's my fault that you don't love me anymore?"
" You know what I'm not taking this."
"Goodbye forever HueningKai!"

" Wait hyu-."

* door slams*

A year later

"I guess you wanted you out of my life. Huh?"

"That's not true."
"I love you."
"Please forgive me."