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Am I happy or am I sad is what I ask myself
shower thoughts are what would my suicide note look like and how would I die will I kill myself or will someone kill me what will happen Tmr and what will happen to me am I loved can y'all see I'm not in the right state of mind you see when you wanna listen to music and sit in bed all day and not wanna come out is there something wrong can they see I'm breaking right now I'm right here AM I HAPPY OR SAD huh answer my question am I ok am I happy or am I sad who am I idk maybe I'm. No one maybe this world doesn't need me yes maybe if I just left this world would be better NO I can't do that people would be sad people actually like me I'm not alone or am I do I have people I can trust people who can share my pain people I can walk up to and just talk talk like I haven't talked in years am I happy or sad idk maybe I'm just neither because there's just not a word that can explain it maybe I'm not meant here maybe I should leave am I happy....or am i sad?
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11-28-2020
