Help me, save me

Help me, save me. I do not like myself - I've felt like this for a while. I feel as if I am drowning, I cannot breathe. Please, someone, help me, save me. I feel like I am suffocating. I'm trapped in my thoughts. Help! They are hurting me. Dark clouds are coming. It's about to happen again. Please, someone, come quickly before I fall again. Please, please! I'm trying to run but my legs won't move. Come on, hurry! Someone, anyone. Someone came to save me, but they were too late. I'm gone now. No more seeing my friends, no more being able to go on walks with my dog. No more school, no more music-making. No more anything. They were too late. I'm so sorry I did that. I'm sorry for everything I did. Please forgive me.