Poems

Emotional chapter (my most recent at this time)

Emotional Chapter

Everyone has a story to tell,

A light in the dark,

But with the way that it starts?

It tears me up, from limb to limb.

And yet, I always know that it's never going to end.

I try to smile, every day.

But by the end of the day, it fades away.

And why don't I go get help?

Well, it's because I feel crazy,

But I know I'm know I'm not crazy.

So why would I let someone tell me so?

Maybe it's something I need to let go.

Pretend it never happened...

Pretend I never felt it.

And why would I ruin everyone's thoughts?

Of me being the happy girl.

The one who's never afraid to face the world.

And the reason I never want to fall in love,

Is because, I don't want to get hurt.

I don't want to be the reason someone else hurts...

I want to be the reason they smile and laugh.

But it feels like whenever I try...

Everyone just pushes away.

And even my closest friends, their seeming to lose interest again...

Maybe it would've been better, to maybe just stay alone.

But I don't want to be alone...

I want someone that I feel comfortable with,

That I can rant on about my day.

That the love won't fade away...

I want to feel, that whenever I talk,

That I won't be annoying...

Why can't I talk, and rant?

Without being cut off.

Without feeling like a burden,

Because I don't want to be scolded...

Why can't I joke, or speak, or talk, without doing something wrong?

And why am I always wrong or to "entitled."

To everything I say.

And I'm sorry if I hurt you...

Why can't I be sad or mad?

Without being to "emotional?!"

Why can't people just listen! Not talk?!

And not interrupt!

I don't want to hear about how bad your life is!

When I'm feeling hurt myself!

It's like "I shouldn't be complaining!"

Because "Things could be worse!"

So, I shut up and say "okay! I'm sorry!"

Because it feels like I ruined the day...

So, I know everyone has their story, or page.

Where everything gets better...

But I don't think I've reached that chapter...