I kept thinking about what toby meant when he said that it's for our own good i checked my phone ughhh it's 2:38 and i can't stop thinking about riley why would a boy kiss you then avoid you i am just so confused,clueless,and madly in love with riley who i met 2 days ago...i clearly can't go to sleep so i just checked out my twitter i tweeted to toby
@BYEToby what do you mean????
I wasn't expecting a reply......okay maybe i was there was none
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The next few hours i just came down for breakfast
"Hey guys!" I greeted them with a fake smile
"Morning,tammy!" Toby and connor said in unison and again riley greeted me with a frown and just cotinued eating there was an awkward silence until toby broke it "uh tammy how did you sleep last night?" He asked with a half smile "i slept really well" i lied
I was actually feeling sleepy so i rested my head on toby's shoulder while we were seated on the couch he rested his head on mine too riley glared at us he actually looked kinda mad he just stormed off "i bet you really had a good sleep that's why you're sleeping in my brother's arms when you only just woke up" connor said i stuck my tongue out at him "toby did you get my tweet?" "Huh....i didn't receive any tweets since yesterday." He answered nervously "uhhh,what was it about?" "Nevermind."
We fell asleep in each other's arms until i heard people talking "they are so damn cute!"i recognized that voice as connor's then i heard a snap i think it was a camera i opened my eyes toby did too "hey,sleeping beauty!"he greeted me "good morning prince charming?!...uhhh connor why are you smiling there like an idiot?"he just showed me his phone it was a pic of me and toby cuddling "very funny conns!hahaha don't post that on twitter though" i said "hahaha too late tamms!"
"Say what!"
He showed me his phone again it had a caption 'BEST FRIENDS?!????'
"Toby do something!"
"But it's cute!" "You're cute" i heard him whisper
"Yeah Toby you're cute too" he blushed
Did i just make him blush? We didn't notice riley we only did when he stormed off again wth is happening to him?
Toby's P.O.V.
I blushed she made me blush why is this happening to me? And while we were cuddling i sort of felt butterflies in my tummy ughhh no i can't fall for her riley loves her too...too...did i say too i was not supposed to say too i was thinking about the 15 year old beautiful girl i am starting to like until someone tackled me "Rrrriley wha-" "you shut up you told me to stay away it was all part of your plan wasn't it?so you can have her" "riley she just fell asleep in my arms nothing wrong about that" "you could have left and let her rest herhead on a pillow but you liked it!" "Riley i didn't li-" he just let go of me i sobbed knowing that what he said was true well the part that i liked it of course not the planning i sobbed not knowing what to do choose between love or family
"Toby what's wrong?"
Tammy asked i wiped my tears off
"Nothing just a little dirt in my eyes" i lied
"Toby i know that something's wrong i heard noises shouting someone falling down and when i was about to go in i saw riley looking mad so i thought he hurt you" she explained
"Why do you care if i get hurt?"
"Beacause you are like my brother so tell me what happend please toby"
Her eyes were too irresistable,but i was not gonna tell her
"I just want you to remember that we all love you including riley,i love you so much tammy we all do"
"Maybe even more than just a friend" i whispered but this girl had supersonic ears
"I heard that" "oh"was all i can say as i leaned in i looked at her lips i held her close by grabbing her waist she did the unexpected she leaned in and kissed me of course i kissed back "wow.you were able to change the subject by kissing me" she said "i.love.you" i said between kisses "i love you too"
"No"
"What?!"she asked in confusion
"You love riley not me! You are his not mine!" I shouted she looked shocked
"He won't even talk to me i gave up on him already because he gave up on me before anything started!but you are right i do love him.thanks toby" what did she mean i watched her shadow fade i was so mad at myself right now.
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