Bargain

overture

𝐈𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐧𝐚𝐦𝐞 𝐨𝐟 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐟𝐚𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫, 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐬𝐨𝐧 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐡𝐨𝐥𝐲 𝐬𝐩𝐢𝐫𝐢𝐭.

My angel from god, my love so dear.

to whom I love, I commit to you here.

Ever this day, always by your side,

to light and guard, to rule and guide,

Amen.

Today is the day I descended to the dead.

I see nothing but darkness that's as shallow as my soul.

I met a man whose name is death.

Feared by all and loved by none.

I was once like him but I found light in your eyes.

Today is the first time I ever prayed.

But I did not pray for someone from above to hear it,

I only prayed for you, I prayed to you.

You are the only light in my life.

I have also met the one they call as the creator,

the one and sole being whose judgment should matter

but none of his words ever mattered to me,

how can someone who let millions die in a shallow argument ever be relevant?

"Your love is wrong, you don't belong,"

What a load of rubbish coming from a follower of his,

How can you say something is wrong, when you don't even know what's right?

No wonder you are in this pit hell like me; judgmental pig.

But I must say that it made me mad

When I was alive all I could hear was condemning words of degrades

How come everyone else was free to love but I was not?

How come all their love was right but mine was wrong?

Isn't love the same thing?

They are free to love their cars more than their wives, they are free to love their rings more than their husbands, but a man is not free to love another man?

"We care for you that's why we tell you this, this is wrong,"

If you truly care 𝐢𝐧𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐚𝐝 𝐨𝐟 𝐬𝐚𝐲𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐦𝐲 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐢𝐬 𝐰𝐫𝐨𝐧𝐠, 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐬𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝 𝐭𝐞𝐥𝐥 𝐦𝐞 𝐡𝐨𝐰 𝐭𝐨 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞 𝐢𝐭 𝐫𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭.

I have heard that in the depths of death have you risen.

I am now decades behind you.

You have been reborn whilst I am still dead.

It is time to meet again.

Let's 𝐛𝐚𝐫𝐠𝐚𝐢𝐧 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐠𝐨𝐝 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐭𝐢𝐦𝐞.

In the borderline of life and death.