Have you ever fell in love with someone so hard and deep that you can't let go of them even if they offload tantrums of pain and sadness onto you ,you still want them.?
Well thats being moronic
Chapter2
Don't stay where pain is inflicted on you
Toxic it is but if it is what you like then stay put until one of you change
Fast forward into a couple months the pandemic hit us and it was way even harder to meet up
So it was more late night calls and texting
She was supposed to come to my school for choir and that would have been our first time confabbing in real life
I didn't get the signs already but seemed as if nature didn't allow us to be together .
As the lockdowns got eased it was nearly possible to meet up with her but i didn't have a car so I couldn't see her whenever i wanted.
I don't quite remember but a few more months passed by and we both started preparing for exams so we barely got to talk about us and meeting up
It was just "good morning good luck kill the exam"motivating each other for about a month
She finished her exams before mine.
She once said she had a sister who lived in town pretty close to my school so we planned to meet on a Saturday and wheew! Boy i was excited and nervous
So i asked my brother to give me his car picked up some friends and waited for her to call
A few minutes after picking up my friends she started going on and off on whatsapp
Tried calling and the number started saying unavailable try again later
I really started sweating af thinking something might have happened to her.
After calling for the 20th time she picks up the phone and says sorry come pick me up im at westgate i drove to Westgate and she started going on and off again
After so so many failed attempts of calls not getting through again she picks up her phone and says she is in town and i told her to stay put I will come pick you up.
After driving fast and furiously into town in about 10 to 15 mins i was in town
She started ignoring my calls
At this moment I feel angry and sad ,looking so stupid in front of my friends and their spouses
I knew this was the start of a bad relationship however i kept calm and ended up getting wasted alone I guess on behalf of her.
Those same thoughts that kicked in at first got back into my mind what if she was with someone already?why did she lie like that? I was hurt and i needed answers
The following day i asked and she wouldn't give straight answers even ignore me
So i let it go but i knew she was lying
You will know more about where she was and who she was with in the next chapter
