whats better...love or revenge

whats better...love or revenge.chapter three

ˇˇdevonˇˇ

i looked,how fullmoon raised slowly.i realized,that if dont have choice..it was almost time.i couldnt resist.but this time i felt something weird.like something was happening but what..something,what was change my life..but being werevolf changed my life.suddenly i felt that feeling,what i feel always...when i transform....feaver,i feel that im stronger..i can do anything...im hungry...and my size is changing..hair.appereance like a giant wolf..       i wasnt a regular werewolf.my mind stayed normal,when i changed and i usually knew,where to go or what to do,that people dont see me...

when i was transformed,i looked myself in mirror.my heart was ankcious,but why..what destiny wants to tell me.i felt,that i need to go one certain place.where to meet my destiny.i took a deep breath and let my heart to guide me..i closed my eyes and when i opened them,i was front of somekind house..something pulled me in..i didnt want to go..but i went..i heard something in a bushes but i didnt saw anything..i went in from backdoor.of course i broked doors lock.

living room was quiet..i went slowly in..on four paw.no fast movements..my nerves was up and i was careful.i havent went  in humans house very long time.very long time..everything was so clean and sparkling.suddenly i heard door opened..i looked behind and for one second i saw something shiny..like silver knife.it was danger to me.i jumped and heard a scream...i ran to front door,but then i stopped.something forced me go back...i heard how that human collapsed againt wall..something falled..i slowly went back and looked into the livingroom.i felt blood and realized..i have bitten human..i went very slowly next to the wall and one second i was spknows..eechless..shocked..my destiny was front of me..onlyone who would give me strenght...i couldnt let her die here..i decided to take her to my place..only me can heal her..i didnt knew her name or anything,but i felt,that my heart calmed and i felt myserlf like true....human or man..

i saw next to her a gun.that was that shiny object,what i feared the most.i was mad at me.suddenly girl opened her eyes and looked at me..i felt weirdly.she said something like ˇˇmaybe its better that wayˇˇshe wanted to die.NO.i started to drag her away.before that i put gun with my teeth away..to her backbag.then i dragged her away and used my unique power.i closed my eyes and imagined my place.i opened my eyes and we were in my old house.

i put her gently in bed and waited until sunrise.then i took again human shape and took care of her.i decided,that i must be alone for eternity.she cant see me..i must be secret what no one knows.

passed two days..i was conserned and not calm..she cant be dead..she cant..on the third day morning i came to house and saw,that someone is moving,breathing.my heart jumped..but i needed to remember my promise.i cant be with her.never..i was next to the door and heared how she mouned..her neck...i saidˇˇdont move..you got seiously insured.ˇˇshe asked me who am i and told,that she doesnt scare me or anyone..for one second i tought to..but i tossed that idea away.no.werewolves are scary..she doesnt know.

still i went closer to her.i couldnt resist.and when i didnt noticed,i was next to her bed.for my luck,it was dark and she couldnt see me.she said something but i didnt hear anything.i just looked her and didnt want to leave.but i must i remembered to me.she raised her hand and i felt her hand on my face.i looked at her and she looked in my eyes.for that moment everything was just perfect.she and me..passed more seconds..everything was quiet..i forced myself to go.that was too much for me..i ran away from door and left her alone,but i couldnt go far.i stayed near.i have waited her for three centuries..now i needed to think,how to take her back.i didnt knew even,where that mysterious girl lives.then i made my final plan involving her.