Yes
Here I am on the roof again,crying. I'm tired, I just want almight dead
Is that too much to ask for? I've suffered enough, I think I deserve something! I obviously deserve a better life.....or.....do I?
'Thump'
I suddenly remembered where I was when I heard a loud alarming drop behind me. He was slowly walking towards me while lighting his cigarette with his finger, he was wearing that same ugly ripped up leather jacket, his white shirt ripped up barely leaving anything to the imagination. Every step he took towards me shook me to my core, his blue piercing just stared into mine like if I was some sort of painting being admired,but I know better. He'd never look or even think of me in that way.
"You're early today" he spoke in a teasing manner I could practically hear the smirk behind behind his words
"Yeah, I just wanted to be able to leave early today." I responded turning my gaze onto the stars, I studied every star carefully, one by one.
He walked closer
"Do you not want to be alone with me? Do I scare you?" He teased
"No." I let out, it was a dry whisper but know he heard me.
He didn't respond, he just sat down beside me. I was sitting at the edge of the roof, looking up at the stars.
I watched the stars with him every night. I'm starting to look forward to it, so I need to stop it, I need to stop being alone with him,
'Thump' 'thump' 'thump'
'He can probably hear it, my heart'
"Hey, I uhm, I'm not going to come up here anymore." Please don't ask why
"Oh....if that's what you want"
No, it's not. "Yeah I just think I should be doing extra work to help the LOV instead of watching balls of gas light years away with you"
I knew he was looking at me but I didn't want to look at his face.I could feel his stare gliding up and down my face, I could feel the disappointment he felt.
"Okay then, shigiraki." Using my name?
I slowly got up and patted my hands together removing any dirt or dust, or whatever.
"Goodnight, dabi." I know he was surprised I didn't use the nickname I made for him, as soon as his name left my mouth I watched as he clenched his jaw. Getting up i turned away and started to walk back to my room. 'At least say it back idiot.'
