Imagen

Trigger warning: suicide, fighting, cursing.
If you get triggered by this pleas go to the next chapter.

Glass breaking, shouting, cursing. "FINE I WILL LEVE" as she ran out the door I fell to my knees. Glass all around me watching her figure become smaller and smaller as she ran away.

We had a hard relationship. But we loved etchoter so mutch.

I started crying hard. My back against the wall. Pulling my knees to my chest. 'It's your fault' 'why are you still here' 'your the fault she left' as the thoughts run trought my mind I give up. The thoughts have become to mutch. I am so tierd of them. I just want them to stop. As I stood up week. I got to the kitchen to find sharp objects to cut whit. Watching the blood drip to the floor.

I looked behind me and saw her figure in the door. Shaking her head crying. As I was abaut to hit the floor she ran over and caught me. Sitting down whit me in her hands. Tears falling down her eyes.

I looked up at her trying to find her phone to call the ambulance. She looked back at me. "I did it for you" I say as she saked her head. "No why" I took her hand as tears fell down my cheeks. "Becus you deserve better, I love you so mutch" I say as my voice becomes week. I look at the door. I here's the phone ring. She took my face and made me look at her.

"The ambulance will be here soon you will be fine" I shook my head. "No it's to late I promise you it will be better whitout me" her tears falling down on my face. I knew it soon was over. The pain, the memories, gone in just a little.

I saw blinking lights outside. As my eyes become hevy, people running in, talking, voices, make it stop. As I closed my eyes. Thinking it was the last time I wold see this world. I wold be in hevan waiting for her.

My eyes opend slowly. The sharp light hitting me, making me close them. Slowly opening them and getting used to the lights. I looked around. A white room, I was laying in a bed, a hospital bed. I looked to my side and saw her. She was sleeping. She looked exhausted. I looked to my other side and saw a window. I saw the howl city from here. I sat up a little. My howl body hurting. As I looked to my side I saw her slowly waking up. She looked over at me In shook. She stood up and hugged me, tears falling down her face. "I thought you were gone omg my love I am so sorry" she pulled away and looked at me. I smiled at her.

I was still there. Still alive. She looked at the door as a doctor walked in. The doctor runned some tests and left.

"I was so sceard I am so sorry I sholdnt have left" she sat down beside me and hugged me. I was laying in her arms. Safe. Forgetting what happend, how we got here in the first plase. I was fine. I looked up at her. "I am sorry" I say she was looking at me. "No no don't say sorry it was not your fault remember that ok" I nod. As we laid there, doing nothing just enjoying etchoter. I felt happy, and I didn't want this moment to end.