A Unthinkable feeling...

Times I felt different

Hello, I'm Rosie .... I'm a girl that was listening to music then felt a different type of energy. Don't get me wrong I felt like this before with different songs, it's just this one song called Let go made by ark patrol  and Veronika Redd , that song made me feel not weird but a feeling. A feeling that felt like it had a meaning felt like it meant something, every time I listen to it I can't stop . I just sway into it or have a different emotion I had felt minutes ago...before I could be happy or angry but next moment I'm feeling like I'm in peace or I'm relaxed and relieved. When I listen to this song it makes me think about things from the past like 1BC back in time or about space, mostly it's space since I love space a lot and how I study it amazingly makes me happy to see the planets. I would wanna and that was my dream to see a planet study them, learn other planets go through other galaxies and so called portals. It makes me think of history too, how every person on this earth risked something . It helps me a lot me a lot when I'm upset it calms me makes me sleepy untrustworthy and sad most of the time. But it's a good thing , it releases stress that you hold in and budge to let go but can't. That's how I feel. I wanna know if other people feel this way about life. I'm already mature and realize that the world is full with things that u have to realize it's not just happiness and laughter. Because all the people in the world are different we aren't the same. So why . Why do we say harmful things to cause death? Do u think god / allah want to see us die one by one? He wants us to grow old and experience the world before we have to go like a timer. For years. This is the reason why I study and study space. Because when I grow old they would know hey she likes space a lot it's interesting to her. This is what I feel everyday I look outside. I'm not weird I just think out my imagination.