The Unexpected

Chapter 1: Another Day

Ugh, I wake up again already feeling the horrible day coming on. My moms struggling on keeping us with a roof over our heads, my brother stressing about getting money for my mom. I just like cutting my self, getting all my feelings out just by putting a blade to my skin and I just stare at the scars, remembering how it felt to cut over and over again.
School is stupid. The only part I like about it is getting to see my best friend, who is such a smarty pants even her name makes her seem smart. "oh hey Camilla!" Hey Katherine! She doesn't know I cut I don't want her to worry about me and it's not like she can do anything about it. All she would do is freak out and make me cut myself even more.

"What you've been doing girl?" Um... Nothing just the usual boring life, eating, sleeping and living. What about you? Studying for our exam in science, that I clearly can see you forgot about. Yeah, I sure did but whatever I know I will at least get a 70% on it.
Don't worry you might not have confidence in yourself, but I do and I know you'll pass. Thanks girl I know you'll always have my back, that's what I love about you. Friends FOREVER! Yep always & forever!

Later that day, I was going to my French class and it was the 2ND semester so I didn't know who was going to be in my class. The teacher was calling the attendance and I heard a name, Joesph, and he raised his hand and said 'here' in a loud voice. I looked over and saw him, blonde hair, blue+green eyes. I had to stop looking at him, every time I fall for a guy my heart gets crushed.

After school, I did my usual routine. I went to my room and started listening to sad music, I like sad music it just relates to me. I think about all that's going on in,my life and how it just sucks, I go to the restroom and lock the door and start cutting.