I quickly sat up but these guys in black stop me
"They're okay miss. Please take time to rest. We are monitoring them since the team Bravo brought them home every now and then miss Manoban so there's no need to worry about, Young Miss" one of them said
"I want to get out of here" i said and stood up on my feet. One of the nurse handed me my shoes and i quickly wear it
"Get the fuck away from me!!" I yelled as a stupid motherfucker grab my hands just before i walk out of the door
"Young Miss, you need to rest. You've been stressing yourself too much to the point that you got fatigue. Madame, we are just concern about your health especially now that you-.." the doctor wasn't able to finish he's words when a gun triggers clicked making him gulp
"I-i'm sorry about my words Young Miss. But, please, all my life i've been serving you, since you're a kid. I'm the one who knows a lot about your condition. Miss Manoban, i am not just speaking as your doctor but also as one of the dads who stood up for you. I have seen how you grew up fighting this, my child. And it hurts me seeing you still fighting for almost 2 decades. You have been my child, and even though you're really not, it kills me everytime i remember this issue. Please, just rest" the doctor emotionally said. He's right, he's been serving me since i was just an infant, and he's like my second dad but nahh
"I'm good mr. Han. I'm a strong woman" i said and faced him with a small smile
"You are, that's why i'm hurt.." he started to get teary. All my life spending half of it with him, i never saw him like this. Sure he got emotional sometimes but never have ever saw him cried
"It hurts me ever since and it kills me still, seeing a strong woman like you getting weak. An independent girl i have known eighteen years from now, the most jolly little girl i knew is fading by the time went by. Lisa, please hear me out. You need to rest, you're getting older, supposed to be you should be stronger but it's the opposite, honey. Please. I have never asked for anything from you before, but now. Just this one, please listen to me as your doctor and your concern uncle. Take care of yourself, or just take some meds, drinking your maintainance will be fine, just please" he said as he sobs
"What's the point? I'll still die even if i drink a dozen of meds in the near future. Why wait if i can just shorten my life-.."
"What about your child?" He cuts me off which made my ears twitch. I Glance around the room, glaring at those goons
"I don't want anyone to know" i told them and they nodded before walking out of the room leaving me with mr. Han alone
"Lisa, what about Jennie? Don't you love her? Your child?" He asked as he wipes his tears
"Mr. Han, they're out of the topic. They're not involve of my co-.."
"Of course they are!! Lisa! You know how it feels to grow up without a father. It's ok not to mind your health, but think about your child's life without a dad beside them" he said
"You know how it feels growing up without anyone beside you. Do you want that to happen to your kid? Huh? Lisa?! All your life you've been so selfish, to the people who's concern to you, to us that been your parent and your family, to everyone and to yourself, Lisa. You've been so selfish to yourself! I don't understand why and how can you even be so selfish yet so selfless. You're treating yourself as if your worthless, you're a trash, a loser. You think about your father's reputation you think about your father's career and not even mind your own. That's not just you-.."
"Of course that's my use. It's the only thing i'm good of and that's the only importance i have" i cut him and then he grab both my collar with his hand
"But now it's not. Your not just a heir but also a father, and you need to take that responsibility. Be a father, a real father. The best father you can offer to your child. Let them feel what you haven't felt from yours. Fullfil what your father lacks by doing it to your child. Be a better one than your dad" he said and push me gently while he hold he's tears
Minutes of silence. Just both of us being quiet until i spoke up
"I-i'm scared" i said almost unaudible while looking down
"What?" I look at him with tears gushing out my eyes
"I'm scared! Mr. Han i'm scared!" I sobs and he quickly hug me
"I'm scared, i'm scared, i'm scared" i repeatedly utter and hug him tight while shaking my head slowly
"Shhhh, shhh don't cry. That's not good for your heart" he said while he carresses my hair and i treasure the moment. All my life, i never felt this kind of feeling, the feeling you felt everytime you hug your dad. Because all my life, my dad wasn't there beside me. He's always busy with his company, so busy maintaining our image to the point he forgets about his own daughter. I never felt being hug by a father, never experience having a brieft talk with a father, i only saw him once, that's when i graduated as a lawyer when i was 14. He only came to congratulate me and tell me to take this business degree for our empire then that's just it. He vanished after. I didn't even get the chance to touch him!! And now i am wondering. Everything that a father should fullfil for his children wasn't done by mine, i know how hard it can get without anyone beside you while you grow and i don't want that to happen to others. Espicially to my child. That's the least person i want to experience what i have experience when i was in childhood
After minutes of sobbing, i let go from the hug as i wipe my tears
"Where's my meds? Until when i can go out again?" I asked which made mr. Han smile. A father like smile and then let me lay on the bed
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