Xyleigh POV
"Xyeigh please" nagmamakaawang sabi ni brendt
"Stop this bullsh*t brendt!" Pasigaw kung saad
"I love you than my fucking life xy, so please don't leave me!" Mangiyakngiyak na sabi niya.
Iiyak na sana ako pero pinigilan ko ito para makita niyang buo na ang desisyon kong lumayo sa kanya. YES im going to america not just because my father want it but because i want to move on from this fucking guy... i love him pero di pwede..
"I love you too brendt and my bestfriend loves you too so i choose to let go cause im afraid to lose the both of you" pigil na luhang sabiko. Sh*t di ko na kaya gusto ko nang lumayo
"Brendt love her back cause i can assure you and guarantee you that she gives you what you need and she love you more than i love you" and this time my tears betrayed me
"Ikaw ang mahal ko xy!.IKAW! IKAW!"
Fuck how can i escape from this guy...yes i love him more than anything in this world but i also love my cousin..my bestfriend loves him that's the reason i give up
"But i prioritize my bestfriend feelings!, i don't want to hurt her the way i hurt myself!" Napatigil si brendt sa sinabi ko...sorry brendt pero kailangan kong gawin to sayu
"So you choose to hurt your feelings than hurting her feelings?!" Pasigaw na sabi niya
"Yes!," di ko na alam gagawin ko.. i want to hug him, i want to kiss him , and i want to stay with him so bad but i cant...
"WHY?!!" diko na alam kong ilang balde na ang niluha ko pero talagan desidido na ako
"Beacause i dont want to see her crying and hurting because of me!, you know why?!....cause she is the only person who cheer me up when im sad, she fight when someones bullying me, she understand me so well, shes the only person who trully loves me!!"
Tumawa siya at alam kong sa likod ng tawa niya umiiyak siya...i know him so well and i love him that much...
"And now its time to pay for her kindness....i will do everything just to make her happy even if its my own happiness"saad ko
"So sinasaktan mo ang sarili mo para lang sumaya siya?" Galit na tanong niya.
"Oo, because this fucking scene is happening to me again and again and again and im used to it.. so pleasee leave me to love her" pagmamakaawang wika ko
"F*ck xy cant you understand?!...i love you!! Youre the only girl that i love FOREVER!! ..so please stay with me" umiiyak na sabi niya
Shit ang sakit na makita ang taong mahal mo na umiiyak ...i want to hug him so bad..
"I love you too brendt but.. suddenly you and i won't work" i said
"PASSENGER 126 PLEASE PROCEED TO THE MAINTENANCE AREA" tawag ng isang attendant
When i heard my number i hurriedly run towards the maintenance area. i heard him shout my name i didn't bother to look but the next thing he shout stunned me.
"WHY CAN'T YOU UNDERSTAND ME?!, WHY YOU'RE SO GOOD AT LEAVING ME?, YOU'RE SO GOOD AT HURTING ME. WHY CAN'T YOU UNDERSTAND THAT YOU'RE THE ONE I LOVE!!! I WANT YOU!! ILOVE YOU!! BUT YOU KEEP ON PUSHING ME TO SOMEONE I CAN'T LOVE. HOW COULD YOU!!!"
umiiyak na ako hindi ko na napigilan ang sarili ko agad akong tumakbo papunta kong saan sya nakatayo.Niyakap ko siya ng sobrang higpit at hinalikan ang tungki ng kanyang ilong. GOD HOW CAN I LEAVE A MAN LIKE THIS!!
"sorry baby" mahinang sambit ko
"please xy don't leave me, i can't , i can't live without you pleasee" hikbing sabi niya
Hindi ko alam ko ano ang pumasok sa isip ko bakit ko ginawa to. Alam kong maling ito pero di ko mapigila ang sarili ko. Hindi ko kaya na iwan ang taong walang ginawa kundi ang mahalin at alagaan ako. Hindi ko kaya to alam kung mali pero ipagpapatuloy ko to kahit na anong mangyari hindi ko iiwan ang taong to.
By the way his name is Chandler Brendt Caldwell, 21 years old. The CEO of the famous corporation Caldwell Corporation . The man I love with my whole life , The man i want to be with through hard times, The man i want to love for the rest of my life and The man who want to sacrifice his EVERYTHING just to have me.
