||b r e a t h e|| Quackity x reader

||never ending pain||

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Alex's POV:

i layed down on my bed when i got home and all of the thoughts came flooding in.

*and i worth this life i have?*

*am i enough for her?*

*should i just end it.*

*it would be the freedom ive always wanted.*

i looked over at the anti-depressants on my bed side and hesitated to take them but i knew i had to or else i would do something.. terrible...

i went into the kitchen to grab a cup of watch then i saw .. a bl4d3.

*should i..?*

*no. its not worth it.*

*but. it would ease the pain*

i took the bl4d3 and just stared at it for a few minutes.. then i did .. it, my worst decision ever.

after what happened i broke down in tears by what i did. why did i do it. what will Y/N think? she'll be heartbroken. 

i ran to the bathroom and turned on the shower to clean myself up, it stung but i bared the pain enough to get through the shower at least.

||time skip|| 

10pm

i was gaming for around six hours and i thought 

"maybe i should get off"

i got off then i got ready for bed.

i took off my sweater to reveal the c*ts, what was i thinking..

after that i flopped on my bed slowly drifting to sleep......

sorry for how short it is ;c  

and another thing, im extremely sorry if you got triggered by this chapter and it might continue on to the next chapter so look out for that.

anyway ty for reading !! ^-^

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