I have decided to change my life. Before my like was just a downward spiral, nothing was going good for me and everything wasn't working out. I wasn't ever being myself and just being depressed, I have no clue what made me change but I decided fuck it I need to change, I'm really depressed, dont feel right, hurting others and all that. I need to just be myself and focus on what I want to do, live life the way I want to and not change what to do cause of others and stupid shit like that. So thats what I did, I changed my personallity from being mad and upset at everything and always just holding a grudge on people and shit like that, then became chill, working on myself, joking around with everything and shit like that lmao. I low-key thought it wouldnt help me but it did, I'm happier than ever and have a gf that I truely love and will try my best to help her. She never seemed happy before but yesterday we hung out and I think she had one of the best days of her life. I feel great in life and I'm happy with where I'm at I feel like a yes man.
