The girl with the red rubber rain boots

i wonder........

Shes is always alone.No one messes with her or even talks to her for that matter. I never understood why but it was something everyone always just did. Just a fact ever since she came to this school a month ago. i dont even know her name but i call her the girl  with the red rubber rain boots because thats all she wears. All she wears are these blood red rubber boots with black skinny jeans and various band shirts of bands i had never herd of. one she wore a ton was a band called pierce the veil. i didnt relize that they where even a band until i ask my friend henry who told me that they where just a stupid emo band. so when i came home i looked them up and it turned out they are really good. I love there song first punch and hold on till may.So why is she such a outcast if she is really normal teenage girl? What is she hinding and do i really want to know why?I think so but i dont know what I'm getting into but whatever I'm sick of playing it safe and longing so much for someone to feel the same way i do about life. And maybe about my past and maybe even our future.i just want someone to just make me truley happy and make me feel like life is really is worth living. i know that sounds really girly but its true I'm in 11th grade and i have dated a ton of girls and not a single one once i told my dreams about the furture stayed. all of them broke my heart and left me and never turned back sure it hurt but i have learned from my mistakes. Since she dosnt know about the rumors and the baggage that comes with me. i wonder if she is the one that i can tell all my secrets and all the things i try to tell to people but they always turn away. I wonder if she is the one that will change my life for better or for worse i am ready for a change.I wonder....