Xara Cullen

So You clicked on my profile? Below is me, judge me as you will;

[Xara] [♀] [15] [Stub-born] [Sympathetic] [Anxious] [Secret keeper] [Over-possessive] [Naive] [Your-secret-admirer :*] [Love singing] [Sketching] [Ear cuffs] [Highlights] [Pasta] [Reads to know I-am-not-alone]  [Paris <3] [Bihter] [Zayn Malik] 
               
     ∞  I  wonder  If  anyone  thinks  of  me  when  they  cant  fall  asleep  at  night. ∞

You know what my problem is? I get attached, fast. And once I'm attached to someone, I do everything I can to please them and make them happy. It's never been about what I want, it's always everyone's needs before my own. I think give out too many chances to people, who quite frankly, do not deserve them. They take advantage of me, and I become a pushover. But I'm okay with that, because they're in my life and that's all I ever really wanted. And even if they screw me over, I'll still be there for them. Because that's me, that's who I am. Once I get attached to someone, they capture my heart and they always have a place there. And that is why it's so hard for me to let him go.

     ∞ They :   What's   wrong?    ,   Me  :    Everything!   ∞
                                                         
-You know what? Love isn't blind. Its retarded.
-A heart is like a balloon filled with feelings in a world full of pins
-Why wish upon a star when you can pray to the one who created it
-God Said, "you don't have to worry about love, As long As I am existing, you will be loved."


Relationships are harder now because conversations became texting, arguments became phone calls, feelings became subliminal messages online, the word “love” gets used out of context, insecurities have become your way of thinking, getting jealous became a habit, trust has been lost, cheating became an accident, leaving became the only option & being hurt became natural !