About me huh?
I’m Unique, aren’t we all? I'm blunt, sometimes too much so…Sarcastic, moody, bitchy. Outspoken.
Antisocial. Patient. Empathetic. Caring. Jaded. Level headed. Emotional. Single.
I have a tendency to say what a lot of people keep in their heads. I have a warped sense of humor. I’m honest, even when its not what you want to hear. I don’t change my opinions to make people happy. I’m very slow to trust. I’m even slower to love. I don’t have many friends, but the ones I have are amazing. I won’t change who I am to please you. I am fiercely loyal to those who matter, and incredibly indifferent to those who don’t.
I never say I love you unless I mean it, and I expect the same in return. I don’t play mind games. Tell me how you feel or get the fuck out. My friends mean everything to me and I don’t possess the vocabulary to explain that to them. Words simply don’t do it justice. I am passionate about a few things. Horses are my life, if you don’t like it, don’t bother. I am super stubborn if I feel I have a right to be, but I’m also probably the most open minded person you will ever meet. I’m afraid of bees but will lead a 1,200 lb animal on the end of a cotton rope.
I have had a lot of people walk away from me, some more recently than others, and it is not a game I want to play again. I honestly do not like most people. The ones who make it past my walls and into my “circle” are truly special individuals and I don’t deserve them. Someone much wiser than me has said “Embrace every day like it's the last. I mean every aspect of it too...don't be a selfish ass and appreciate only the good. What is good without bad to draw comparison to? Take it all in and love it...pain means you're alive. Not just the happy joy joy moments.” That is a lesson I am trying to learn. Some days it is easier than others, but, I’m trying. Its got to count for something. There, now you know a little be more…About me