Dear Emily, I sit here watching the stars but my soul is left with you. I am living but I am not alive. I died the moment I left you, my soul was crushed for the deed I did. I know forgiveness is not something I deserve. I know I have hurt you. I admit I could not prove to be a mother you wanted. I am sorry my love but there is one thing you don't know I loved you more than life itself back then and my love for you has multiplied since the past years. I miss you every day, every second. Without you I am incomplete, I live to see us together one day. I want to hold your hands, dress you up for your wedding, cry with you, laugh with you and relive the moments we lost. I want to spend the rest of my looking at you in peace and with happiness but all of these dreams can only come true if you forgive me. I want us to be TOGETHER FOREVER. Your Mom.