𝑊𝑟𝑜𝑛𝑔 𝑁𝑢𝑚𝑏𝑒𝑟 𝑀.𝑃

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today was decent for the most part. ever since i moved from nyc too jersey my life got harder so the past 8 months have been rough but i can't show it, not even to my bestfriends.

my dad left me and my mom when i was 5 for a new family. he was cheating on her since i was born, it really didn't hit me like it did to my mom but it hurt me to see her hurting. me and my bestfriends been friends since kindergarden, well except for my prima lexi even tho i call her my bestie.

when i was in nyc i had a bf. we dated for about 7 months until he cheated on me with the girl he told me not to worry about. it hit me hard because he was the one that i vented to everyday. my only escape from reality. i didn't eat. sleep. come out of my room. my bestfriends had to force me to shower. it was horrible. i fell into depression for a year and started self harm.

luckily i stoped when i had a long talks with my mom everyday, we weren't close at the time so it really brought us back together. thankfully i stopped cutting before i got scars so it really wasn't a big deal after that. im working on getting better everyday. my self esteem really dropped when i went through my break up so i started dressing up really baggy to avoid my skin being shown. not that i had a bad body, im afro-latina and carribbean so thank god for my ancestors i inherited a ⏳figure with big boobs and butt.

my besties and my mom always complement my body but i really don't get the hype of it.
(oh to be thick😃anyways..)
i have an ig but because im so insecure i don't show my face, only my fits which are fire if I do say so myself, I've always been into fashion so its pretty fun to me.

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i was laying on my bed when i got a message.

***-***-**** added ***-***-**** to the boyz✨

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aii i added mattia

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lmfao im not mattia

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fucking dumbass ale thats the wrong number

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you did not just add this rando to the gc😐

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ouch.

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kai your rude asf

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son probably just added a 60 year old man to the gc lmfaoo

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im very much a female and im no where near 60 lol

***-***-**** added ***-***-****

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damn took yall long enough

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ale added a rando to the gc

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the rando is still here🧍🏽‍♀️
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kai your mean asf

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who is that i need a name

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ian sayin shit till i kno ages and names🧍🏽‍♀️

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im kai and im 17