Taste of heaven , Living Hell [ Taekook ] BL <<Imagine>>

Chapter VIII - Backstory -

< The next day at school >
↪Taehyung POV↩
-Jungkook didn't come today at school , I kind of feel bad....I've been so unfair towards him , and after all I've did to him , he wanted to make up things...
-we ussed to be so close...then in middle school , everything changed people started to spread rumors
"They're gay" "I heard that they were dating , is that real ?" "Eww fags"
"Ugh they're disgusting "
-Me and Jungkook weren't dating , and I never really cared about people's opinions , but he was more fragile , and got upset over these , I was sort of popular , and the others didn't dare to come and talk to me , but they did bully Jungkook and threaten him , I wanted this to stop , even if that implied making him sad , I didn't want the others to be that mean towards him , so I ended our friendship , after that , rumors and bullying didn't stop , so I got involved into a fight with the other guys who were bullying him , Jungkook never saw me fighting like that , I've beaten up these guys until they started to bleed , but I could fight with my life in game just for him
and once , one of them came to me :
"Look who's there, protective boyfriend..."
"Want me to make you bleed like the last time ?"
"Fag "
"Shut the fuck or I'll make you regret that you bastard"
"Hmm , I'll stop bullying him , I won't ever talk to him anymore...but.."
"But what ?"
"I won't YOU to do it instead..."
--At this moment , I agreed , and made the worst decision ever for me , but the best for Jungkook , Bullying him was the worse thing I could do , but I couldn't stand the others to mistreat him like that , so I had to make a choice , implying being the meanest towards him , I'd rather being hated by him than seeing him suffer and staying away without doing anything----
So that's how we are today
To him , I'm a jerk
To me , he's still....the love of my life...