dysfunctional

its sad (nialls pov)

the saddest word in the English language is almost
We were almost in love
I was almost good enough for him
He almost stopped me
He almost lived
We almost made it
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i feel so secluded, I feel so alone. she says she'll be here for me, but the guy behind my eyes says she is saying that to someone else
he says she will never love me

but I love her
she makes me feel safe, why does he say she isn't
people say home is where the heart is and I put my heart and soul into loving her
is she giving that away to someone else? well, according to the guy behind my eyes
she is
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*calling bri*
"Hey Niall, where are you?"
she's acting so innocent
"Baby, are you there?"
tell her she needs to pay for what she's done
"SHUT UP DAMN IT" i yell to the guy behind my eyes, I need to talk to Bri
"What did I do Niall" she asked softly
nothing baby you did nothing I love you
she's ruining everything
"STOP IT, I LOVE HER" I yell back to him
"You love who? You love me? I love you too Niall, are you okay?"
she doesn't mean it, don't believe her. she doesn't love you, idiot
"I've gotta go" I whispered so he wouldn't hear me
I love you
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