The Implications of being a DramaQueen

July

Don't be fooled by my rigid demeanor

I wish I was keener

Out loud

Proud

I wish I loved without hesitation

Extended the invitation

I'm like a chrysalis

My love transforms

My love takes shape

My love flutters

I give you butterflies

I just wish I was louder than a mutter

But every word I form stutters

You are sweet patience on a summer afternoon

I want to soak it in, but it's gone too soon

You are white flesh peaches

You put a pit in my stomach

A glorious summit

You have no idea who you are becoming

To me

Sweet and tender

Full of splendor

Every day is brand new

Every moment re-awakening

In this sun we've been baking

You said those 3 words too soon

Makes me nervous under the moon

Sweet starlight

Candle-lit nights

I'm a moth to your flame

No matter how far I go

My gravitation will be the same

So I try to settle

Try to make everything sentimental

Lace our fingers like sweet petals

You and I

And

My countless freckles

I love you

Why can't I just say it?

I hate it

The words press at the tip of my tongue

But every word feels rung of zeal

The real appeal

Let's make a deal

Pinkie promise

Never be dishonest

Hold my heart as sweetly as art

Weather me slowly

Keep our love holy

Then maybe this spark in my heart will light up any darkness

And those 3 words will be harmless

-lovingyou