One month....• WHY DONT WE

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Tuesday
9.09am
February 21

Bethany's POV

I honestly hate being pregnant, I am always throwing up and it always wakes Corbyn up so I feel bad - I havent told Jonah or anyone yet, im too scared, I dont know if theres a bump yet but ive started to wear only Corbyn's tops because im scared. anyway ive just thrown up again and now im in the shower after a few minutes I felt arms wrap around me and I immediately turned around

"hey" I smiled at him
"how are you princess?" he asked
"fine..." I replied
"have you told Jonah yet?" he asked
"have I-I told Jonah what?"
"that your preg -"
I put my hand over his mouth and shook my head no "I havent told anyone, and he'd be the last person I tell" I sighed and turned away
"baby, you need to tell him - and everyone before we go on tour, because we are gonna come back and you'll have quite a big bump" he chuckled lightly
"I know" I replied and then carried on getting washed , he helped me with my hair and then he got washed too, we got out of the shower and changed then he went out to the balcony as I made the bed and tidied the room a little and then went to sit with Corbyn, I sat next to him with my legs on his and we sat in silence for a bit.

"corby?" I said and lifted my head to look at him
"yeah?" he turned and smiled at me
"do you think its a good idea?" I asked
"good Idea to do what?"
"good Idea t-to keep the baby... we havent really t-talked about it..."
he didn't say anything, just looked at me "w-what do you mean?" he said, his eyes started to gloss up "I-I thought we d-didn't need t-to talk a-about it...." he didn't look at me
"I was j-just thinking, what I-if we a-are too young, a-and cant look a-after it..."
"s-so your thinking o-of aborting it..?" he was at the verge of crying
"I-I have thought" I gulped
he pushed my legs off of him and walked away
"c-Corbyn..." I stood up and he stopped in his place, then he shook his head and carried on walking out of the bedroom, I went back inside and sat on the bed.

half an hour later...

"Bethany?" Daniel said on the other side of the door, I didn't answer hoping he would leave
"b..." he was still there, a few seconds later I thought he had gone but to be on the safe side I hid under the sheets. I then heard the door open and close as he entered, he came and layed next to me on the bed and huffed, I slowly came up from under the sheets and he lightly smiled at me

"I-im sorry... I didn't really wanna talk to anyone" I sniffled
"whats happened?" he asked, I moved to lay my head on his lap and he started to play with my hair
"Corbyn and I -" I started
"had a fight?" he questioned
"kind of.."
"what does kind of mean?"
"it was some sort of fight, but not really a fight, I just upset him" I shrugged
"well that explains why he was crying when I passed him, its the main reason I came to check on you"
"I really wanna tell you..."
"then tell me"
"promise me you wont tell anyone?"
"I promise" he said
"with cherrys on top?"
he chuckled "with cherry's on top"
"o-okay, im pregnant...."
he gulped and I sat up
"pregnant?"
"y-yeah"
"have you just told him?"
"no, no I told him the day I went out with lav"
"so why was he crying then?"
"I told him I thought about aborting, Daniel im not ready..." I hugged into his side
"awe bethy, it will be okay, everyone here will support you, and you know that!" he kissed the top of my head
I nodded and stayed where I was
"now are you gonna come downstairs and play a bit of monopoly?" he asked and laughed
"yeah sure" I replied and we got up then walked downstairs, they had set the table out with snacks and the monopoly board already, I forgot that I had been crying so I had puffy eyes.

"you okay?" Jonah asked and came to hug me
"yeah im fine, I got something in my eye" I chuckled
"okay" he smiled and went off to sit down, it was only Jonah, Daniel, Zach and me there

"where's Corbyn ?" I asked
"I think he went to the store, why?" Zach replied
"can we wait for him please?" I asked
"of course" Daniel said
I smiled at them and they all went on their phones, I decided i'd text Corbyn to find out where he is

Corbs

Beth
where have you gone? xx

corbs
out x

beth
out where? xx

corbs
just out, ill be back soon x

beth
Corbyn - please tell me where you are. xx

corbs
the park x

I put my phone back in my pocket and walked out to my car, I drove to the park and there he was, sat there on the swing facing the pond. I walked up behind him and sat on the one next to him, none of us said anything until he looked at me

"hey" he said
"hi" I replied
"im sorry for storming off"
"its okay, I understand why you did"
"you do?"
"yeah, I was being stupid" I smiled
"no, no you were being reasonable - we are young but if both of us are happy then that shouldn't be a problem" he stuck his hand out and grabbed mine
"so you wanna keep it?"
"of course"
"okay.. okay good, because im going to keep it"
"you are?" he jolted up
"yeah" I stood up and went in front of him, he put his arms around my waist and my arms where around his neck

"I love you Bethany"
"I love you too Corbyn"