Poetry

I gotta go....

The feeling of euphoria

Has been replaced with one of sorrow

The tears flow freely

My chest feeling hollow

I lost someone but I don't know who

The feeling of someone important

Being ripped from your very soul

No memories to help me know

Not a single helpful thought

It's drowning me in unknown sadness

I don't know what to do

I want it to end

I just can't stand it anymore

I've lost someone so dear to me

That I've never had before

I feel so empty

I feel so worthless

I have no idea what's missing

But I miss it so much

I want it back

The feeling of having you

With me all the time

But all there is is empty space

My heart blackened like stone

It feels terrible now that you're not here

And I don't even know who you are

But I feel like I need to end it all

My life is no longer worth it

The quality of life has dimmed completely

I don't want it anymore

Someone else can have it

I don't need it

The holidays have lost their happiness

The motivation is nonexistent

I have no reason to live anymore

I feel like my world has become a black hole

A void of nothingness

Not even friends and family are helping

Nobody knows how I'm feeling

This feeling of deep nothingness

Being a block just taking up space

The worthless feeling

Of not being wanted

Shatters my soul to pieces

But also reveals the burning truth

We've travelled long together

But now you've gotta go

I understand completely

So there's no need to put on a show

I'm leaving now

And might never come back

So goodbye for now

Until we meet again

I hope I'll see you in heaven one day

I hope it starts to make sense

Why I needed it to end

All the glory life can give

Why it ran away

Every chance I gave

So I've gotta go

And now you know

What ny feelings really are

So goodbye for now

Until we meet again

I'll save you a place and watch over you

Bring as much joy as I van give

So you want have to end yourself too.