I scream your name
But you don't hear me.
I need you to understand
What my mind is doing to me.
I am unable to explain
Why I want so badly to kill you,
Squeeze your throat until I feel your pule halt,
Tears streaming down my face
Because I don't truly want you to die.
I do not wish to end your life
But my mind keeps telling me,
That I have no choice.
It pains me to poison your water,
To wait until you sleep.
It keeps telling me to take the pillow
And press it to your face.
Tears well up,
And roll down my cheeks
As I see what I've done.
The voice quiets,
Telling me "That's all for now,"
But it's too late.
I no longer control myself.
I have lost the battle for my sanity.
YOU ARE READING
Poetry
PoetryThis book can't even be described. It's just a book of the poetry that I've randomly written. Sometimes they're really short, long or moderate. Enjoy! ~Love, Fids
